woops, put my previous post on thc wrong blog, same Internet tho! Seems really appropriate tho, because we have conservatives censoring conservatives!
Apparently conservatism is a mental illness in & of itself!?
Is there some sort of Friends & Family referral programs, affiliate program, where conservatives get money for referring people they deem as crazy & mentally ill to hospitals & Voodoo Doctors? IF so, I have a SHIT LOAD of family of VETERANS in IOWA who is mentally ill!
Ryan Millios They got on my head, 1585 days ago, January 11, 2015 with a hard wake up nudge! I felt like I was in a place of comfort, a place that cared about me! As tho I was in suspension! I was in a warm orange glowing place & did feel a lot of love in a state of being & existing! Then all I saw was purple, blue & dark, purple, blue & dark, purple, blue dark flashing in my eyes in a tunnel, I was moving thru a tunnel, as to it were a train tunel! This lasted for about a year! My hearing was really sensitive, still is! My sinus when clear is really sensitive too but typically is swollen! I was experiencing allergies too, & pressure on my head from allergies! I saw another wight light, from the bright orange yellow light I was in! When I came back, I was reallly depressed & crying all the time! This seemed like I had a memory of my own birth possibly! I went thru my brain rushing really fast, the thoughts were racing & racing fast after this happened! I felt like talking & sharing everything, even tho those around me were telling me something is rong with me for the way I am! My own dad, of all people, rejecting me, telling me to seek mental treatment, because I picked up a video camera, to record myself crying! Dad wrote my husband, here on facebook, telling him mental illness runs in our family, poisoning my husband against me! My dad has blocked me for several years. I made a video burning a tshirt, & my dad was telling me people were going to call the police because I was burning a tshirt! Yet he burned leaves in his yard all the time since I was kid! My dad also said my son was suicidal, when he was at joint base lewis, when he was writing lyrics on facebook of a song. Like an idiot, I called the mps, & my son has been mad at me for several years! My current partner, yelling & screaming at me, one night, I came out to the living room to record a video! He comes out, is yelling & screaming at me, telling me I need to go back to bed, because being up at night is just not right! Now this is from a man, who worked graveyard shift! Why does it matter, if I am up for an hour in the middle of the night, being a grown assed adult, talking to the camera because I can't sleep or its something I just want to do as journaling? My old ogre would get up in the night & eat, after he came home from afternoon shift & graveyard! If I had a baby, & was up in the middle of the night, taking care of a baby, that is perfectly acceptable! Moms never truly sleep well, since we always hear the baby & are tuned in to noises! They have built factories & warehouses close to where we live, & I hear the pumps, & churning noises!
My dad, worked for a hospital, spewing medical propaganda on facebook! It looks to me now for their own job creations, which is not affordable for me!
When I lived on Fort Riley, my dad was telling me in 2001, there were all these medical jobs since they were the future & there was a big need for medical jobs! He was telling me to come up to Iowa & live! The problem is I as not able to find a job, that paid more than $8.25 an hour! How was I supposed to buy a house ever? Back in 2001, they were closing down factories to another country!
Even my dad, admitted in 2008, his hospital had them in funds that were dropping, for employee/employer matching wall street! Yet he was watching his funds drop, money he was contributing, to get the matching from the employer! I have to wonder, since he worked for the hospital, if they were investing in hospital & medical device funds? How come the hospital just doesn't take out a loan from a bank? How is an employee benefit, a benefit, when they take the money back, thru wall street money from the employee, & employer? How is that an investment & cost sharing to employees, when they are watching a limited amount of fund options drop as they are contributing?
I just can't see how wall street is fair for everyone & invests in all americans! I've probably lost more money in wall street, than I made!
My partner, called the barbershop, for a hair cut today, which specializes in his type of hair cuts, since most white people can't cut hair how he likes! The guy, his regular barber says, he can't do it, but he has a white woman barber, named Lexi, who can cut his hair, who was trained before she went to work for him! It's funny & ironic, he takes the Lexus, to the barber, which is a synchronicity, & a reminder of the past! When I lived on Fort Riley Kansas, I new a soldier, who went by the name Lexus, & he was from the virgin Islands or so he said! That was where I learned a lot of soldiers & troops are storytelling! He would buy peach body mist, because he liked the smell! I was thinking he was a two way swinger, for liking womens products, but I didn't care, because he was a nice guy & funny! The body mist was like a room deoderant too! He would take a cordless phone, from the barracks outside, & when we went driving around, he was holding the phone up to his face, pretending he was talking on the phone! He was funny, & like he was poking fun at something I was not aware of! Like he was a jokester! Which in my eyes he was! Who takes a phone, which has no service, & carries it around in public, pretending to talk on the phone, when no one is on the other end? The Virgin Island is tourism! What other opoortunities are there for kids on a caribbean island, other than tourism or join the US Military, is what he expressed to me? When we went driving around Lake Milford, he said seeing a lake was wierd to him, because they didn't have lakes, & were just surrounded by water! He said his whole life, he was surrounded by water on a tiny island, & that was his life!
I should also mention, when I worked for AAFES, which is Army Air Force Exchange Service, which lasted about 3 weeks, because I quit! They sent me to Role Playing class! We did various scenarios on how to deal with customers! One thing that stuck with me, is they taught us we have INTERNAL CUSTOMERs, & EXTERNAL CUSTOMERS! This is kind of like the USB technology, with computer ports! We have the masculine giving plug, & the feminine receiving plug, which mirrors our anti-diverse society & sentiment towards feminine! Radio Shack even referenced the plug & play as male/female adapters! If you look at Google Home & Alexa Apple, homes & mobile computers, there is a giving end, & a receiving end with the ports, in order to charge them up! If you cut off the giver, then no one is charged, so this will stop! So the giver, spreading his Johnny Appleseed, & pollinating all over, will have to cut holes in his pockets, for his own entertainment!
When I lived in Germany 1997, I met a soldier trucker, who said he was from Suffolk Virginia, & he said when he was 12, he used to sell cocaine on the street, near the school, for his brother! I asked him if he ever got caught, & he said no he was lucky! He also said he graduated high school a few years later, to get his GED, so he was in high school as older kid! I used the word, "YOU PEOPLE", & he got an alarmed look on his face, & said, what do you mean YOU PEOPLE? I was kind of shocked, because I was thinking YOUNG KIDS, young people! This soldier was also, talking about music at the time, Toni Braxton & Unbreak My Heart! Kind of similar to my current partner, with football, he graduated later, same year as younger brother, having been held back, having been held back in school, but was never military! (He said the coaches were telling them this was an investment in their future, whatever that meant! His grades were changed to prevent football career!) Germany soldier trucker, liked having his picture taken near appliances, such as the refrigerator, which was strange!
When I reference a person on TV, & say that person looks like someone else, he(current partner) always says, OF COURSE, WE "HIS PEOPLE" ALL LOOK ALIKE TO YOU! As a military spouse, & even in college, people were always telling me I looked like someone else, & I never took offense! There was a guy who told me his neices & nephews said I looked like the cartoon, Dora the Explorer, with my hair cut! I thought it was cute & funny!
I moved to Fort Riley Kansas, came across another soldier, who bought a brand new coat! He like having his picture taken in his brand new coat! It was like back in 1997, some of the soldiers were seeking out people to take their pictures!
Kind of like in 1989, in Germany, the soldiers had fun being recorded as they are diving off the bridge & being careless & unsafe or safe, depending on personal context! Currently the United States Military is deemed unsafe, censored & not appropriate for online consumption!
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I made you a special music video of the flower power graph. So please loop the video, if you need more time to play the video to complete your graph knit flower. What you will do is right click over the video on desktop, then click on loop for the video to keep playing.
HOME UPDATE: My husband planted a box garden a few weeks ago when it was warm. It's gotten very chilly, and his plants got cold and shriveled up a bit. We are hoping the plants come back around and survive. It was so hot last summer, the plants ended up getting some rot, due to all the heat and humidity.
As many of you know, we don't have medical insurance in 2018. It would have cost us $18,000 for the year, $1533 a month, $10,000 deductible plus copay using Ambetter. Way to go Georgia to treat a middle age couple with no health care, my husband who is a senior citizen. To refresh, my husband has diabetes, high blood pressure, & blood clots. Let's recap, 2016 he was in the intensive care for 4-5 days. The hospital charges were about $150,000. Once the bill was sent to the insurance company, the hospital was paid $20,000. That is a big difference. At the time I wasn't feeling well in 2015, which I still think is related to electromagnetic frequencies, and we had insurance, the cost of the CAT SCAN was $99,999 only I didn't get a summary for how much the hospital actually received. This whole thing seems so odd that my husband and I have similar symptoms with pain & anxiety. It makes sense that things are stressful with the changes with medical care affordability. I've never been able to afford insurance or medical care, so the stress comes from those who feel a need to tell me what I need, yet I can't afford it. 2018 was the year my husband decided he didn't want to pay an insurance company for what amounted to a new car in price. I always felt like we needed a universal health care so everyone is covered. I hate the tier system.
My husband is paying out of his pocket right now for all his medications & doctors visits. Yesterday, he had to pay $104.00 just to get a referral for an MRI, which will cost $500 + tax. He is also paying out of his pocket for his medications. To him, these are reasonable prices, even tho he is taking retirement money out to pay medical expenses. TO me they are not affordable with what I make & based on what I have made the past 20 years, with the odd jobs I've had. This is the difference we have, because he always had a very good paying job, that paid a living wage. I asked him how homeless people & low income people are supposed to pay these outrageous prices? What good are all these screenings, when a person doesn't have money to pay for additional care? Now he is falling for the dental plans, which are a rip off. He bought one again just for a cleaning, even tho he had a dental plan in 2017, and the dentist office raised the price on cleaning, even with the dental plan. It's really frustrating for me, because his medications do have side effects, even tho the doctors never want to admit there are side effects. This is not how I envisioned aging. Like people say, we have hospitals & doctors spending customer money, for their wall street profits. My husband retirement money is going to pay for medical expenses. WE did get penalized & have to pay back the subsidies for the Affordable Health Care Act, when my husband took retirement money out to pay for medical expenses. I would just like legal marijuana for recreational use across the USA & a Universal Health System in place. When I add things up, 90% of our pay is going to price gouged services & goods. My pay has gone down, not up like it's supposed. If Wall Street is not going up, then why is my pay not going up?
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