If we separate love in its purest form from the teaching in any way, we have corrupted the message and lead the lost further into a deception. And when I say love, I do not mean joy or complete acceptance, but what I mean is ABSOLUTE TRUTH.
When absolute truth is deviated from in even the slightest of forms, the splitting of the atom will be done with a spirit of violence and not gentleness.
To fully love requires a deep understanding and acceptance that all humans are perfectly imperfect. Once it is fully believed by the self that perfection is an illusion and tantamount to inner suffering rather than happiness, a shift in perception can truly occur. The spirits who have been profoundly penetrated and rise up in love and light are inevitably going to ascend to a higher state of consciousness. These are the souls who will increase the overall energetic composition of the universe.
We were all intentionally placed together by the Father in accordance to His perfect divine will, which is never the result of random occurrence absent a sophisticated and intricate design. We could not have each consciously chosen the other one with the intention of being the exact catalysts to the healing and spiritual growth that is absolutely necessary for us to whole heartedly accept the free gift of Christ’s love that is sufficient for all sin that entered the DNA of man thus corrupting the absolute perfection of His exquisite architecture and formula for our existence on Earth.
I don’t know what is real and what is fake anymore. I am still the same person, with a heart that is open and wide, but fear still lingers and creeps in the hidden parts of the soul and when it is released, it can seem to control everything and put me into a panic state in which all I feel is imminent death and raging terror all at once.
Dear God, my Father in Heaven, I am sorry for my sins.
I cried out to the Lord: “Why, Oh Lord, would you take my baby girl away from me and leave me with a soul that is so shattered and broken that I have lost my will to live and love and breathe another breath?”
“Why, Oh Lord, must I exist on this plane without the precious creature that I brought into this world in your name and borne from the perfect essence of divine love and light?”
“Why must I feel this torment, pain, suffering, if only for one second oh Lord?
The most horrific and covert form of abuse that is perpetrated on the hearts of man is concealed intentionally from the mass consciousness. Abuse, victimization and soul degradation, perpetuated by the organizations and entities who are supposed to be providing care, comfort, protection and justice for those who have been injured, victimized and hurt in an unjust matter. The weak, poor, women, disabled, elderly, uneducated, criminals, mentally disordered are the ones who are exploited the most by the narcissistic sociopaths in power.
Thank you for creating me in your image. I love you. Through my surrender to your Glory through my own pain and suffering, I have learned to love myself through you. I am deeply sorry for hating myself and refusing to deem myself worthy of love, life and greatness for the days prior to this moment, but I know that you do not keep a record of my wrongs.
Simply put, trauma energy can be conceptualized as the manifestation of a transmission of energy, singularly or mass produced, that disrupts the natural harmonious state of life. It corrupts the individual cells, the firing of neurons, the divine design of the human body and its individual systems, the environment; the elements; and the totality of the systems of energy. There will be a communication discord between entities of living beings and even a fundamental dichotomous or polarization within one singular being from its core foundation of divine genesis.
The one thing that we all count on in our short lifetimes on this Earth is the untenable bond that we have with our family. We cling onto a belief that the blood that is unique to our DNA code is the one thing that we can truly rely on as unconditional in this unpredictable and unstable reality. The day that we find out the true nature of our family is one that will be burned into my heart forever.