MANIPURA POWER YOGA - Aerial Yoga, Power Yoga, Asana, Meditation, Power Vinyasa
Manipura Power Yoga Blog posts. A unique way to help the general public be introduced to meditation and yoga. This is the art of living.
We are about power yoga, not gym yoga, not yoga where you sit, our yoga is about connecting to your body emptying your mind and letting go of stress.
A few months back I moved to California, it wasn’t in the plan, it isn’t something that I chose to do consciously, it was something that I had to do for my soul. My life is based on a series of events; good and bad, there are people who inspire, motivate and guide you without them even knowing it. You know the people in your life who are like this? If not become aware of just one! This was my motivation, to re-write the future plan, its not all about work and money, more about life and feeling good. While in California I have attended a variety of studios, some add weights to the yoga class and call it “scultping” others blend Bikram and vinyasa, some overdo the heat and others aren’t hot enough, could be what I am seeking I cannot find, so I keep looking, there is one studio that I really like and that is Called “Hard Yoga” run by a woman named Monika who is real and solid; I like that but the type of yoga that speaks to me is Baptiste Hot Power Yoga. It speaks to me from the alignment of my breath to the feeling in my body; however the poses alone cannot get the job done, add “heat” and things begin to change, my complaints come right to the surface, that slightly uncomfortable feeling begins to develop and I think; “why did I do this”? Then the teacher brings me into Childs Pose, it is the first posture of 53 poses in the Journey into Power, this is the beginning, it is the place of safety and where I go when I am not at ease. If you are fortunate enough to be led through this sequence regularly, taught from the 5 Pillars and 10 Tenets you will have a mind/body experience that will leave you inspired and uplifted. I often beat myself up thinking that perhaps I am wrong, that perhaps none of this is true and correct, that its all one big fat mirage then a voice in my head plays on that insecurity and I feel even worse, oh I may even tell myself a story about anything at all because that feels normal, however; when I come onto my mat and do the “Practice” my mind empties and I stop thinking, once my mind quiets down I am in the present moment and know peace. Wow that is a lot!! Not really this is a small piece of the magic behind Baptiste Yoga, this is why I practice, I stay with Baptiste Yoga because of how Baron has incorporated the Yoga Sutras into the Baptiste methodology; the “Eight Limbed Path”. What I desire in my life is peace and contentment, I don’t want to be afraid, I want the feeling of the shoe to drop to leave my body, I desire to be kind and surrounded by kindness, I do not desire drama or strife. It seriously is through living the eight limbed path that I am able to attain a little glimpse of living the way I desire using the “Practice” to come into my center, connect to the truth in my life, connect to the present moment, help others.
How does Hot Power Yoga do this, by cleansing from the inside out, sweat to aid in the detoxification of your body, mind and spirit, did I mention cleanse? Each teacher at Manipura is their own individual, each woman on her own path, each one delivering a slightly different experience, each one on her own journey. While I practice Baptiste Power Yoga I have found that forcing others to do the same only creates a big mess, yes this is part of the practice; learning how to give space for others to be on their own journey, what I have found works best is to have my own practice and inspire from there; one point that we agree on is that for every teacher leading a power sequence we call the poses the same, you learn the postures, you learn the breath, you expand outward in your lives. So when you take your next class become aware of how your mind turns, at what point does it stop turning or thinking, when do you distract (notice if the teacher builds in the distraction and you choose to not distract), notice if you avoid wheel? I feel when I stop doing wheel I am that much closer to the grave, after all isn’t this about being up to something bigger? Isn’t it about stepping to the edge of your mind? Of your life and the opening up you heart to heal your misperceptions? To forgive? Perhaps you are avoidant to doing the inner work, that is okay. Themes will continue to show themselves, you might be blaming others pointing the finger outward leaves three more pointing back at you, you may be distracting in areas of your life without even knowing it, perhaps you feel like shit all the time? Really the Journey Into Power is reclaiming your Personal Power, it is letting go of all of the things that take your power, it is about cultivating and creating a healthier more amazing version of you, and you know this is happening how? By the way you FEEL!! Do the work in your life to feel better, to live happier and find true freedom and happiness, notice what takes you out of the pose and notice when you are in full expression of the pose and notice when you are in full expression of your LIFE!
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I’ve been insecure my whole life, never can I make a decision and feel comfortable that I did the right thing; I end up second-guessing myself and then fear sets in which turns into anxiety which turns into suffering.
I don’t think I’m alone I think many people are just like me and often go through the same thing, however I believe there’s too those who are able to have balance naturally they don’t go through this little experience nor do they have this feeling of dread, vis vi anxiety.
What I have found that works in my life; albeit this far; is what I call the grand awakening, it’s only through my seeking was I able to find this, the seeking really is the work, sometimes moving ahead and sometimes moving backward. Once I became aware of how my thinking was the root of my suffering I figured could change how I think, I could then alter or change my perception or begin to doubt my doubts so to speak. In my yoga practice when I step onto my mat I become centered, I use this practice to become empty making the space to challenge the mind as I struggle to breathe and stay in the energetic flow, the challenge of the mind is the subtle voice that brings me out of a pose. I have learned that the pose has a beginning and an end, same as life. So what the fuck is the purpose of it all? Is it to pursue as many “things” as possible? Is it to fight, Kill, maim, dominate, blame, compare, judge, hate, aquire, own, our own species? The age old question... however; with a daily practice of focusing and centering we can train our mind to recognize the thought patterns that create our suffering, the thought patterns that create our cancer, the thought patterns that create our suicides, the thought patterns that create our homicides. I no longer stand a victim to my thoughts; as long as I do the work, the work... feel to heal, realize the past is the past, say I’m sorry, say I don’t know, learn to let go, give up the need to be right, surrender attachment, help others, harm no one, forgive, do what contributes to the life you want to live.
These are the highlights of the path to a greater self confident you, if you master this you can do anything you want but what you want will probably be much different than when you embarked on your journey. Know in your heart you are whole and inside the very essence of your being is love.
Namaste and thanks for reading.
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When it comes to love I feel very unlucky. Always trying to figure out how not to do the wrong thing or say the wrong thing so my partner will accept me, love me and never let me go. How often have I fallen into this pattern, participated in the pattern and been on both ends of it.
i have been wallowing in sorrow and sadness at the loss of my love; at 54 I am heartbroken and sad, this time however I am as I said 54. While age doesn't make the pain any less what it does allow is the space for breath, the space for choice, the space for a new perspective. Now I have been hurting really bad, in the space between I find myself in inquiry asking a question "why am I suffering?" Am I suffering because I'm in love? Am I suffering because I had hope for the future that's not going to pan out? Am I suffering because I wanted something a certain way and can't accept it this this way?
I feel it is too complex to assign any blame to one cause of my suffering as I feel all are legit. Which is why this is so complex, relationships are based on two people's desire to grow together when the desire to grow together either is not there or goes away the relationship is doomed for failure. This desire is really a choice made by either individual, in order to discuss this please look out for my update to this issue.
What does it cost you when you close the door on a relationship? What does it cost you when you allow the story in your head to take over and convince you that so and so has it out for you? What does it cost you when you continually replay yesterday's or last weeks conversation over and over in your head spinning it to fit your ego. What does the resentment towards another cost you?
When I went to yoga teacher training I saw a poster on the wall that I will never forget, it said "you are a concern for looking good" these words summed up my life. I created on the outside what I thought the world wanted to see, it lacked authenticity and most of my relationships were very shallow, essentially I worked from the place of fear. I learned from this experience to drop the mask, we are all Heroes on this adventure of life. Today as I got on my mat I was trying to figure out why certain people behave the way they do? Why do they lack the patience? Are their actions driven by pure soulfulness or the ego? Is it because they feel as though they are not enough? Every action has an equal and opposite reaction? Yoga attempts to dampen our reaction to the world around yet I feel that sometimes it is necessary to take action after thorough reflection. If I am resentful to one person, if I am a harbinger of ill will to one and I think the rest of my relationships are great well; this is a lie. In order to understand this and connect to it I need to be in inquiry, a truthful honest look at myself.
Many years ago I began this journey of inward reflection, as I got older I became more of an asshole, thinking I was right all of the time, if it wasn't my way it was the wrong way, these are character defects. In the Yoga Sutras it discusses the term "Samskara" which I have determined means: "the sum of life's experiences up to now". I mention this so you can understand the why of who you are, this really helped me.
If I am to grow as a teacher, human and friend, I need to begin to trust and let it be, as I stated in my earlier paragraph this is not my base however; when I am connected to meditation and inquiry I can begin to feel and my actions then come from my heart and not my head. There is a subtle difference between thinking and feeling, many of us are unaware of this difference; I begin to notice the thinking aspect for example when I obsess over a particular thing, the feeling aspect requires attention on my body, as feeling originates there, tingly, butterflies, a sensation in your physicalness.
In order to heal the space of pain and anguish I need to first forgive. Once I am able to forgive I can surrender my resentment, really a resentment if my defense of saying "I'm right and you're wrong". Taking these actions creates space for love and as a result all of my other relationships flourish. It does not mean that I am a door mat, trust is earned and can easily be tossed out with the trash by hiding, or acting in a way that does not exemplify friendship life is one where you make a choice what are you a stand for? You stand for everything so really you stand for nothing.
Take a stand, let go of your resentment, join me a many others who are doing the work to increase the love we share with the world.
I was depressed, the time was very dark; two women who I am very close to reached out to me and said “do you want to go to yoga?” My first class was with Phil Urso, he put me in the middle of the room, I had no clue as to the cost or what I was stepping into, it was hot, I couldn’t breathe, help me escape from this, I wanted to run out of the room. Phil put me in child's pose, I spent a lot of time here praying “Dear God; please remove these thoughts” I began to pray for others and in that first class my head began to empty. In my first 90 minute class I found peace. After leaving I thought I need to go back so I went back the next day, body cramping all I could do after class is lay on the couch and hydrate, I fell in love. Yoga began to transform my thinking, my actions, my way of being, the person walking out after class was a different person than the one who walked in; this was just a start. I then found another yoga studio and met another Baptiste teacher, holy cow in this small town there are so many Baptiste teachers; I began to be curious. My teachers would talk about Baron this and Baron that... I wanted to find out more so I signed up for level one... in Hawaii.
Level 1 began the transformation process, it opened my eyes to a bigger picture, I found myself in a large group session clearing away the blocks, creating space for healing, in this group of 129 people here I was on the floor in a little ball crying. During this period I was very passionate; (obsessed) about yoga and what it was doing for my mind and body. I began to transform my thinking, my actions, I knew I wanted to share this possibility with others, but first I have some work to do.
The Work as I like to call it is through meditation, and inquiry, two of the Baptiste principles, Baron says in his 40 Days to a Personal Revolution "you can do yoga til your blue in the face and all that you will be is blue in the face" to transform you have to be willing to shift your whole way of being. I became an awesome ex-husband and defined my personal philosophy towards my former wife, When I married her I said "I loved her"; is love like the trash something that gets tossed out when it doesn't work out? I committed my life to her and just because we were divorced does not change the fact that she is the mother of my children, it does not change the fact that if she needs help am I going to turn my back on her? This little ditty of philosophy is the bomb, it has saved me from countless hours of confrontation and anguish; our two boys are rocking the world because of Baptiste Yoga and because they are important to me! Many men in the world could use this philosophy.
I chose Baptiste Yoga to learn how to forgive, it starts in my heart, how to be curious, compassionate, kind and generous. Learning about the yoga sutras and Hindu mythology has opened my moral world to do the next right thing, to take a stand for those who cannot be a stand for themselves and trust in God i.e. Universe. I found healing.
I chose Baptiste yoga to learn how to understand meditation, to accept meditation. For many years I tried to meditate, I stopped over and over because I thought I was not doing it "right", there is no wrong way to meditate. You sit. You get present to your body. Get present to your breath. Then you see how long you can maintain this connection, be the observer.
Meditation led me down the road of inquiry, being present to my thoughts I can connect to what I am afraid of, I can connect to what is important, I can begin to shift and transform. For those that have known me can see the transformation. Stirra Sukha, the hard and the soft, (I Like the soft).
Another great reason why I chose Baptiste Yoga is because of what it does to my body, I am 52 years old with a replaced hip and I am in the best shape of my life. Using the 40 Days to a Personal Revolution brought me front and center with my diet, this combined with a regular practice resulted in a 20lb weight reduction. There is some level of pain in my body when I do not practice regularly. Through the practice of Baptiste Yoga I am able to look myself in the mirror and accept the man looking back at me and I was finally able to empty my head into nothingness. I have dropped my story and am aware of the creative nature that comes up when a story is created and how the energy focused in this area will undermine my ability to share this with other and make a contribution to the world. Am I perfect, by no means but I strive for perfection, it’s good to have a goal.
If you are curious about Baptiste Yoga, or about transforming your life the hardest part is stepping forward. When the student is ready the teacher appears.
It is interesting to watch nature change, while just a short time ago; less than a few monthS ago; the trees were covered in leaves and now with the cold weather ifull on and my favorite place to paddle is frozen over like the cold tundra of the Arctic North. Winter bears down upon us we drift to and fro in reverie of what may become of this year. I can promise you this in a few short months the bugs will start popping out of the trees and the leaves will begin to form, transformation will occur, the ice will melt, the frozen tundra of the north will return to the north, we will figure out how to create something new in our garden. Spring will come around because the truth reveals to us that life is ever-changing ever shifting; how we live a healthy happy life depends on our mental outlook.
A few weeks ago I experienced a really tough day, As I was processing my emotions I thought "how can I ground myself and re-center to calm down?" Thank God for my friends Annie, Courtney and Elizabeth, this is the power each of you have and may not realize it. The power to heal and help another who may be standing in front of you suffering. I thought at the time "Who can I talk to. Who can I share this with? What do I have to do to come back to my true North?"
Truthfully it wasn't easy. I ended up going to this indoor farmers market ain Stonington walking around I thought being around people would help call me down. What happened is magic; "I asked the universe and sure enough my suffering was put at ease."
I guess my point is is that through community, through people you can talk to and share things with; you can come back to your center and your True North.
One of the challenges we all face is the uncomfortableness of our decisions. I spent 30 or 40 years trying to please everyone and ended up insecure and unsure of who I was. As I embarked upon this journey of yoga my head was a mass of confusion and fear, which is strange as I had been studying the Course in Miracles, reading Ann Lamott, Maryanne Williamson, Thomas Merton, Sun Tzu in an attempt to find my path or to find myself. What I was missing is the true application of the readings as a compilation instead of each standing on their own. The human condition; my human condition seeks community, a belonging or acceptance and appreciation, I have felt this over time but it has been fleeting, coming and going. What's different now? I suppose we should go back to the beginning; in Hinduism the sanskrit word "Sanskara" is defined as the culmination of experience one has from birth to death. These experiences shape our lives and shape our minds. I grew up in a very reactive family, I didn't really like it; the reactiveness at a young age I began to pursue an escape never staying in one place long enough to allow anyone to get to know me. I took jobs that fed this desire to remain distant and I ended up alone, in retrospect I feel that the challenge I faced in my life was standing in the storm, dealing with the feelings and nurturing that inner confidence and trust of self. This inner confidence should not be confused with the EGO; on the contrary the EGO is what kept me from trusting, kept me from developing real relationships and essentially if I had a choice or say in the matter I would choose differently. I have dealt with this by using a rational view or understanding of my parents Sanskara's, or their experiences, their percents experiences dictated or defined who they are and how they responded to the world.
I was married in my mid thirties and divorced 12 years later, my wife gave birth to three boys, Michael, Liam and Jeremiah; unfortunately Jeremiah had Trisomy 18 and did not live. Many of you have heard me speak of my former wife and my two boys, you may have had the pleasure of meeting them. When I was experiencing the death of my marriage I was broken and damaged and was feeling totally unloveable, the time was very very dark! In that space I had no love for myself, I was giving up. You see "my story" from my Sanskara was this; I wasn't going to get married because I didn't want to experience divorce, I didn't want my kids to experience it and that which I dreaded most came front and center. I was born in 1963 in Bozeman Montana, my father I never knew because he and my mother divorced shortly after my birth. I have heard stories but in truth they are just that stories, without the experience of knowing him the stories never touched my heart. Some time after the divorce my mother moved to Utah and remarried; in part I think out of survival, the survival of her children. My stepfather was not a kind man, myself and my siblings were treated with a strict discipline. i remember my first trip to the "woodshed" it didn't contain wood but was a place where no one could hear my screams as I receive the lashings of my stepfather. My crime? This is unclear but it had something to do with a 5 year old's ability to discern the true from the false. I recall the words don't lie to me, tell me the truth, well I had no clarity on the truth and this began the doubting of my heart and cracked open the door of insecurity. While this is a reflection of the beginning for many years I fed this insecurity and lack of trust, I attribute it to self will or self reliance and more importantly lack of faith.
The Shift Hits the Fan
In 2011 I went to Hawaii oh how awesome, I had been practicing yoga for a short time and was diving into the deep end with my first Baptiste training. On the first night the Baptiste team had the large room set up and on the walls were many posters about Baptiste Yoga the one that stood out and resounds in my heart was "You Are A Concern for Looking Good". I meditated on this and thought about it for a long time, what it meant was a culmination of my whole life, how I lived in an attempt to do or say the perfect thing so that I would be accepted and that you would like me. Thus started the changes on the inside, it not always smooth sailing when you start to change, you no longer accept being treated poorly and you no longer accept the lie that we tell each other and you begin to look for the truth. The truth is this we are living one very short life, in this life if your intentions and attitudes are right minded you will find joy. If your concern is to ease the suffering of others, evolve as a human being and take a stand on who you are and what your a stand for you will find joy.
Joy and happiness come from the present moment, this moment where ever you are whatever you are doing be here in this moment.
I am coming to the understanding of why I have lived my life like a stone in a river rolling along with the current and not really staying in one place for any extended period of time. This is unlike the water plants growing in the river; their roots holding them in place against the current even as the rains come and the river grows stronger the plants stay firmly rooted in place.
Unlike the plants and the stone; the mind is what causes me to stay on the move, it's the uncomfortableness of sitting; sitting with thoughts or feelings of worth, loneliness, sadness and grief. I began to look at this and realized when I had them and when I didn't, what I found is profound and enlightening. When I have a daily practice of meditation this can sometimes exacerbate the dilemma as my mind was I disciplined to question or be curious as to the truth behind the thoughts. The Truth meaning can it pass the same test that philosophers have posed around the universe and wether or not we are even real; for example Descartes stated "I think therefore I am" meaning if I can think then surely I exist; frequently my mind will have thoughts of what is this life all about my struggles with loneliness and depression. I really believe that perhaps I am not the only one who has thoughts like this. What is true and profound is that these thoughts pass, they don't stay around for long, unless I give them power and energy, then they are detrimental to my mental health. I have found that focusing awareness on the present moment, honoring the here and now, combined with a daily ritual; a walk, silent meditation or prayer these feelings do not come up or when they do they pass quickly.
For me this is my life's work, I have seen many people experience this similar experience and when we become curious about them and realize their origin (in our mind) we can then begin to get control over our thinking. The old adage holds true, right thinking leads to right action.
Trauma is any experience that causes pain, suffering or misery, says I. With great difficulty I am writing this piece, the difficult part is opening up to vulnerability, letting you see the real me and letting go of the concern of what you may think about it. My intention in sharing this is to give you strength, courage and perhaps pull at your heart strings just a little. I have been a rolling stone for many years; chasing the dollar while working for some great companies with good people. Last year I took a job in Danbury Ct and shortly after that cashed in my retirement to open a yoga studio. On the surface it may seem a little crazy but in reality it is a great way to get to know people and build a community. This is my intention behind the yoga studio.
Last week on a flight to British Columbia I watched "Monday's at Racine" this show put me in touch with the finite element of life, It also places me with a feeling of how I can impact the world with the remaining time I have left on the earth, this is what is finite; time. Often as I go about my life I find myself wrapped up in day to day activities, I work as a Project Manager, however; this is not how I want to be defined, instead I want to be known as the man who provides support and comfort to those who are suffering. Now I am not sure how I do this other than to avail myself to others by creating space to serve the community, the community being the world which I live. This takes energy, my energy and the energy of others, every moment we have the opportunity to create or co-create this energy. It can be as simple as eye contact, touch or smile, it can be helping our elders, volunteering at our hospitals, cancer recovery centers, homeless shelters, centers for battered women, reaching out to our military, or as simple as taking the time to listen.
We age every day, and every day new precious life is brought into the world, this is evolution. I turned 50 last year, around the same time I began to notice a pain in my hip. I have had a very active life style and have focused much of my attention on being active. The pain in my hip really never improved so I sought medical advice I went to an orthopedic specialist who x-rayed my hip and advised that I had arthritis. I continued my active lifestyle; practicing yoga, playing basketball; basketball was the worse; after playing I suffered greatly, as I tried to sleep I experienced tremendous sharp stabbing pain in my hip, I knew this was a bigger problem. I went to see my Primary Doctor (PCP) and what I wanted was an MRI or CT scan, after dealing with the insurance we received approval for the CT scan. The CT procedure was pretty simple, I requested a copy of the scan and googled "how to read a CT Scan" well this was not very fruitful impossible for me to know and to know I mean have the real knowledge of truth about what is going on. Dr Pelligrino my PCP read the results and told me I have severe Osteoarthritis. What came up for me was denial, not me, I am invincible, well my hip hasn't gotten any better. Then I thought I should go back to the orthopedic surgeon for his evaluation even perhaps get a few opinions. The result was the same.
Depression set in as the reality that I am going to need my hip replaced. I mask this really well, I don't want you to know I am suffering, I don't know how to ask for help; perhaps this post and every word that leaks out of my mouth is the plea for help. Yes I want your help, I want your love, it is this that scares the hell out of me as I don't know how to receive it.
You see I really know very few people here, and my pride stands in the way of asking for help. I really admire the family unity I see around me; I have some amazing yoga students and co-workers. I know in their hearts they do not want to see me suffer or anyone else for that matter. When I moved here. My finances were limited so I looked on craigslist for a place to live and met an amazing guy who is married to a sweet beautiful woman. Our friendship has grown, he helped me with the studio, and has been very supportive.
You see in my head I make myself lonely, while in reality it is far from the truth. This is where the idea comes in that I am not my thoughts (Byron Katy) I am much more than that and my heart is filled with gratitude. On April 29 I am having my hip replaced, I am very healthy and will heal fast. I want you to know this so that you can share what you are going through with others. It is through sharing that we help heal the world. I appreciate your love and support and look forward to teaching you yoga by May 15.
Why is a practice of yoga so important? Why is developing the discipline to maintain and continue your practice relevant? These questions should be asked by every person interested in finding out what yoga is all about. As we go through life we have experiences. If you are lucky these experience fill your heart with joy. If you are like say 95% of us your life is filled with ups and downs, struggles to understand the world we live in wondering if we are accepted and liked. Way too often, we are our biggest critic.
In order to answer these questions on why the practice is so important we need to get honest about why we are curious about Yoga in the first place. When I began practicing I was depressed, broken, damaged, and my mind was a whirl of how I would enact my revenge against the world for some ill perceive harms that were not even true. During my first class I emptied my head of all thought and began to tap into the power of prayer albeit in the pose of child as I was trying to regain my breath. What is funny about this story is I had been pursuing a life of peace and harmony since I was 24. It began when my life was spiralling out of control, as I started to turn it around I was introduced to a new way of living, stopping the heavy drinking, and dipping my proverbial toe into the pool of meditation and prayer. I never really trusted my own instincts or the guidance of my heart. I was trying to please others in order to be accepted or rather perceive that you liked me.
After finding yoga all of the pieces of my path began to come together like a puzzle; my teachings from studying the Course In Miracles, reading Marianne Williamson’s interpretation of this book combined with my own understanding of God created the space to trust in my inner guide or my Godlike Consciousness, all of the stories created in my head are based on fear, by trusting in the Universe or God I am able to see through that and find faith. Having finally discovered what I had been seeking all along I now had a fabulous kit of spiritual tools to help me formulate the way I was going to live my life.
I practice some form of yoga every day, it helps me stay connected to my body, grounded in my beliefs and most importantly helps me to trust that the Universe has a master plan. I also combine this with a daily meditation practice to develop this trust and as a result my life is less chaotic and I am equipped to face it head on. I should be clear that I still have episodes of anxiety and depression, but with the support of my yoga community, meditation and physical Asana, I am able to face these and create the space that allows this to move through me.
I often mention the idea of creating space – this is the effect of yoga through a practice of asana, the mind empties leaving the Yogi with the space necessary to shift the energy in his/her life to see what may be possible for you now. Yoga is a process. At first, yoga is totally new and exciting, and then the work begins; developing discipline to keep with the practice in order to create the space in your life is real work. It took me years to work through some stuff.
You hear that showing up is the hardest part. This is true but really the hardest part is admitting to yourself when you don’t want to show up, you do so anyway. Let go of the story, let go of reason; take a moment the next time you are in a packed yoga class, notice the energy, notice the feeling you have inside before and after class…then the next time you start feeling that you don’t want to go to yoga tap into the experience you noted in your psyche and head to the mat. Will this get me closer to perfection? You are already perfect. Will this save my marriage? Probably not but it will help you to be a supportive, loving ex who wants nothing more than the partner that you committed your life to, to be happy. Will yoga cure my financial difficulties? No, but you will be able to see the truth and be able to accept it.
When I fully trust that the universe has a grand plan only then can I be at peace. See you on the mat. Namaste