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I’m so excited that Uber is proactively prioritizing diversity and putting the spotlight on women and marginalized communities. With programs such as Women of Uber, UberHUE, Los Ubers and more, Uber is taking steps to make sure all voices are heard. Mirroring this initiative, I spent an afternoon this past weekend Ubering around LA to visit and interview three women whose stories inspire me, not only because of their successful professional careers, but also because of their personal politics and commitment to making change. They opened up about their work, obstacles they’ve faced, and what community means to them. It’s up to us to stick together and shed light on people who are making a difference. I hope they inspire you too as much as they inspire me!
G: Tell us a little about yourself.
J: I’m an actor and I’ve been acting and making my own stuff for probably 17 years…
G: 17 years?! Wow. I knew you years ago from the Livejournal group Fatshionista and your viral video Fat Rant.
J: Fatshionista really blew my mind, I totally received an education from it.
G: Same! It’s literally how I learned about fat politics. That was my introduction. How were you introduced to the world of fat politics and feminism?
J: Fatshionista and also books I found on my own. Fat?So! was the first book I really read about it. And I wrote an academic paper on–I called it fat oppression, but it was basically fatphobia. So yeah, the books Fat?So! And Shadow On A Tightrope.
G: Fast forward a little bit–tell us about how you found out about Dietland and how you auditioned.
J: I saw the posting that they were casting Plum and the character description–she’s a ghostwriter, smart, beautiful, over 200 lbs–and I was like “well, I can do that!” So I found the casting office and went to the address listed and it was a PO box, but I did some more googling and found the actual place. I went with my headshot and a friend I’d met four years previous at a party was working there and she was like “Joy! You might be good for this!” and I was like “That’s what I thought! Here’s my headshot.”
G: So cool! Literally fate! So you mentioned you’ve been doing this for a long time, how did you not lose steam? It’s such a hard industry, specifically for women. How did you stay positive and persevere?
J: I mean it wasn’t all positive all the time–but I’m really stubborn. But also what got me through was making my own stuff. Much like you! Like, if it’s not there I’m not gonna cry about it forever, I’m going to do something and create it. So I wrote stuff for myself, I had a one woman show for ten years. And then eventually I started getting serious about getting paid for my work and seeing it as more as a business, that gave me more of my power back.
G: Amazing! What does community mean to you and how has it played a role in your life?
J: Community is your friends and family and supporters. People who are going to teach you things and bring you up. Growing up I didn’t have a lot of fat friends. It’s totally different now. The year I made the Fat Rant, I found out about a NAAFA conference, and that was maybe the first time I was around all kinds of fat women—going to a pool and seeing a whole bunch of us in bikinis taking over.
G: It’s such a liberating moment when you realize that exists! What’s it like being on a show that centers and empowers women—how does that interact with your real life?
J: It’s amazing, it’s a dream. But this is also my first experience with any of it. A lot of my castmates have been comparing and contrasting it to other shows and saying how incredible it is. To me it feels like a lot of my conversations with my friends and things we’d talk about anyway and it’s like “Why wouldn’t we put this on TV?”
G: That’s how I feel, just as a viewer. I feel like it’s never been done. What are your thoughts about the Me Too movement and how Dietland plays a role?
J: I think it’s amazing, any time we get to share our stories and raise our voices, it’s a huge deal. And it’s really incredible that finally people are listening, and that’s the difference to me. Women have been talking forever but now people are listening.
G: That’s such a good way to put it. What do you think people who don’t necessarily have huge platforms can do to push things forward?
J: I think you can exert your influence in the sphere that you do have, you know, talking to you friends and family and speaking up when something isn’t funny. Not laughing at a joke can really make a difference. When I was 14 or 15 I made this joke that wasn’t cool, and my friend turned to me and said “my culture isn’t a punchline.” And I’m so grateful to her. Lesson learned!
G: Yeah, I think that’s what makes us all better, to not get defensive or dismissive when you get called out. I think it’s important to talk about when we have done things we’ve been called out on because nobody’s perfect. I think right now it feels like our culture is in such a tense place and people feel like they can’t speak their minds, but nobody wants anyone to fail, they just want everyone to do better. It’s about learning, acknowledging and apologizing. It’s about growth.
J: Yeah! My character on the show has an evolution and it was hard for me to do scenes when I’m saying things I didn’t want to say, but she needed to learn some lessons.
G: I think it’s more impactful too.
G: How did you start your comedy career?
D: Four years ago, I saw a non-funny male stand-up comedian and I was like “I can do this!” But I started at 30! Imagine having the hubris to be a 30-year-old woman starting comedy because you thought it was easy.
G: I think that’s so cool, it says a lot about who you are.
D: Some people would say I started late, but I have life experience.
G: Do you think comedy can influence and improve culture?
D: Comedy is culture. I think it can move the barometer in the way that any art can change culture. It’s a sign of the times, it shows where we’ve been and can mark where we’re going.
G: It’s such a male-dominated industry. What has your experience been like being a marginalized woman in comedy?
D: Overall my experience has been pretty dope. I’ve been really lucky to start with my best friend, Madison Shepherd, we created Thigh Gap Comedy together. We started at the same time, and we motivated each other to go to open mics.
G: That’s so awesome–were you ever intimidated?
D: No! But I think it’s because when I started comedy I didn’t revere it. I came to it and was like “Oh this just seems fun!” And then I started and I was having fun but then it became serious and I was like “I love doing this and how do I make it my life?” So now there are stakes involved. So certain situations can be nerve-wracking, but my main hang are women, POCs and queer people. That’s my real life friend group, so when I started comedy those are the people who I sought out. Those are the people who were making me laugh. They’re not always catered to, so when we see a line-up that is reflective of us or marketed to us, we’re gonna show up. Like Gentrification, the show I run, is a diversity showcase and our audience comes for that. I don’t super care about making a straight white man laugh. I love it when his arms are crossed and his girlfriend is having the best time. I’m here to make her laugh, not you. Not everything is for you.
G: Speaking of your people, what is your definition of community?
D: Community is your family, it’s your ride or dies, the people who are going to encourage you, give you that tough love and hold you accountable. And the people that are happy for you when you succeed–it’s that whole idea of “a rising tide lifts all boats.” My comedy friends and I are not in competition with each other. We support each other. The more we are represented in media or on stage, the better it is for all of us. The idea of scarcity is BS–it’s designed by the people in power, it doesn’t exist. There’s room for all of us.
G: I always say the same thing! So I know you said you’ve had a pretty great experience in your industry, but do you have any advice on overcoming adversity or career setbacks?
D: I think there’s nothing to do but to do it. It’s about asking yourself what are the steps you have to take to reach the goals you want. Make the list and stop making excuses. For whatever industry you’re in–like for stand-up, you can set goals: you can keep track of how many sets you have, you can ask yourself what new cities you want to perform in next year. It’s being clear about what you want and not just the big nebulous “I want to make it,” but what does that actually mean? Does it mean you want to have your own TV show? Be in a writer’s room?
G: The comedians I know are such hard workers, it’s really inspiring.
D: People see the fun pictures and there are awesome wins, but there’s so much work behind it. There’s late nights and bombing in front of people you respect, and anxiety and anguish.
G: What kind of anxieties come up for you?
D: The stakes are higher. And you can definitely have BS mean voices in your head, it’s about finding a way to turn that down. They don’t help. Find a way to turn it off and do the work.
G: I love that advice–focusing on the work itself to help overcome any naysayers or even your own anxiety. So you mentioned your group is called Thigh Gap Comedy–why did you choose that name? Do you find freedom in making fun of yourself?
D: It’s okay to laugh at yourself! I’m ridiculous. For me, it’s part of my acceptance and process. I’m plus size, I’m disabled, I’m Latina. There’s a lot going on. There’s humor in my body and my experiences and it’s okay to be me and it’s okay to be this way.
G: Tell us a little about what you do!
M: I’m the co-owner of The Plus Bus boutique in Glassell Park, California, which is a new, used and vintage resale shop.
G: We’ve known each other for a long time, and your career has been so inspiring and interesting to me. I feel like so many people think they have to stick to one thing or one goal, and you prove that you can do so much more.
M: I think it’s a real challenge to figure out how to balance that. I think it’s important to have an emphasis. For me, I’ve always known I wanted to be on TV since I was a young girl. I’m a full-time TV producer, so The Plus Bus is actually my labor of love. And TV really led me to the plus size world. I think if you make decisions based on what you want to be doing, it’s a lot easier to find your path. I think a lot of times people wonder why they’re not more successful at something but they don’t really make the decisions that lead to what they want to be doing. If you want to be a comedian but you don’t go to open mics, then you don’t want it. So for me, I went to a high school and college that had a tv programs. And then when I graduated, it was this weird time where youtube was starting and I was working as a personal assistant in Hollywood and I knew that it wasn’t just going to happen. So I had webcam on my computer and that’s how I started putting stuff on youtube. And someone from a plus size magazine reached out to me and said you should be doing plus size fashion, and what that did was open up this world that I thought was really limited for me. Then through meeting amazing people and being a part of different projects, I’ve been able to accomplish that dream of being on TV and being that go-person in the plus size industry for on-camera work.
G: That’s what I think is so cool. You had a goal, and you knew you wanted to do TV but you found a way to incorporate it with other passions–it’s not like you gave up after not immediately getting your own TV show. Do you have any advice for women overcoming adversity in their careers?
M: Number one: find mentors and be as invested in the mentor as you want them to be invested in you. I think people think mentors are just going to be like giving all this advice and getting you jobs and buying you lunch and that’s not what it is. It’s building a relationship, knowing what questions to ask, being able to take feedback, finding someone who is truly going to be able to do it.
G: How were you introduced to body positivity?
M: I think my journey from plus size fashion to body positivity took a really long time–I don’t think I really connected the dots right away. Every plus size personality or model is not automatically a body positive activist. So for me, seeing the women in the plus size industry who were embracing themselves–it was such a new thing that I had never experienced, but slowly I started to realize I could love my body the way it is today. I still struggle, but for me body positivity has come through the people. I had a really profound experience with Virgie Tovar, I had never heard anyone describe body autonomy in the way she did. I think now especially owning a store where we want to create a positive experience for people to come and shop and not have woes about their bodies or clothes, it’s really been a gift and something I work on daily. So really it has been from listening and learning.
G: That’s amazing, and clothing can be so transformative in a way that leads to body positivity.
M: Definitely. I’ve always understood the power of clothes and how they can contribute to your confidence. I went through a phase when everything I wore was too big, but now I wear things that make me feel good and I understand the power clothing has. If that’s the first step you take, to stop wearing stuff that makes you feel bad, that’s huge.
G: Definitely. And I feel like The Plus Bus is obviously about fashion but it’s also really about community.
M: Community is the only reason we’re really here, we don’t exist without the community. We have met some amazing people, and most importantly, the average woman. We are often her first stop on the body positive train. We provide a place where like-minded people can come and connect over clothes, over comedy, over karaoke…we try to provide a community space where anyone can have an event–we’ve had a spa day right here in the shop. We also have Facebook Live sales every Wednesday night and we have people tell us there’s no one like us in their town.
G: Being in LA and surrounded by the plus size industry, I forget how most people still don’t have access to a lot of this.
M: Yes! Number one is the lack of accessibility to clothing, and that’s why we have a brick and mortar store and why we work so hard to keep it alive in an online world! We have it hard in LA but other parts of the country have even fewer options and the body positive community isn’t necessarily as big. We feel like once you embrace yourself, your body, your clothes…you can really experience a transformation–and now we live that message every day.
Just a lil reminder that since it finally feels like summer, it’s time shop my latest swimsuitsforall collection before the suits are gone! People are constantly asking me about restocks, but these suits are limited-edition so once they’re gone, they don’t come back! Shop now HERE.
Last week, I flew to Vegas to attend The Billboard Music Awards with Uber. I walked in with no idea what to expect, and the evening couldn’t have been more inspiring. After getting ready, I met the rest of the Uber influencers in our hotel lobby and we immediately hit it off! I’ve obviously been friends with Kellie Brown for years, and I was so excited to see her since she lives across the country, but I also made new friends with women I’ve long admired, like Courtney from Color Me Courtney and twins Ciprina Quann and TK Wonder (LITERAL STYLE GOALS). And I was introduced to new, super talented women like photographer Nesrin Danan and singer/songwriter Bonnie McKee. Even though most of us had never met, everyone was open, kind, and looking forward to the night together; we got to the red carpet and helped each other take photos before heading to the VIP section to chat and watch the celebs make their entrances.
Everyone looked AMAZING!!! My outfit was actually a satin bodysuit and sheer skirt set that had been hanging in my closet for at least a year, waiting for the right moment. Honestly, I’d forgotten about it until I was frantically searching for the right dress–it was a total hit!
(Patrick Starr, Kellie and I couldn’t get over the fact that we were all wearing dope shades of green)
After the red carpet, we went inside for the show and it was SO. GOOD. I’ve been to awards shows before that have dragged on, but this one was high energy, with amazing performances and speeches from some of my favorite artists. Women definitely stole the evening all-around, from the up and comers to the old school icons. By the end, we were all dancing in the aisles and ready to keep the night going. We headed to get some sushi and celebrate our short-but-memorable time together and toasted to a night of inspiring women, including our very own group. I left inspired, especially when it comes to seeing more diversity in race and bodies in media. Even though it was just on our social channels, seeing Patrick, Kellie and I standing together on a red carpet really made a visual impact for people. When you see someone in a gown on a red carpet, it’s rarely a reflection of us. I’m committed to help change things through continually prioritizing diversity in all campaigns and events that I have a hand in creating. Sometimes small changes can make big waves, and I look forward to the day when more bodies of all shapes, sizes, colors and abilities are front and center.
It’s hard to believe that I started this blog ten years ago! I was 21, fresh out of college, and struggling to figure out what I wanted to do with my life. I was afraid of making the wrong decision about which career path to pursue, and I felt so much pressure to be successful at a young age. Even so, age 30 seemed so far away, and I felt like I had ample time to hit all the milestones I was “supposed to.” I envisioned that before 30, not only would I have a successful career, but I’d also be married with children and own my own home.
As the years passed, I had such a hard time coping–I was constantly second guessing myself, struggling financially, putting up with unhealthy and toxic relationships, (both with romantic partners and friends), and comparing myself to others. As all of it piled up, 30 loomed ahead, and I was convinced I had somehow failed because I “didn’t have my life together.”
But then everything changed. Throughout my late twenties, there was a gradual shift in consciousness. I began to realize this “deadline” of age 30 came from societal pressure, not from my actual personal desires. Did I even want to get married? Did I want children? Does it have to happen by a certain age? I began prioritizing my own needs and wants, and realizing there’s no right or wrong path. I decided to look forward to my 30th birthday, not dread it. I planned a trip to Greece with my closest friends and family and literally had the best time of my life. It was a celebration of myself, my accomplishments, and my relationships with people who meant the world to me. And I was overwhelmed with gratitude and hope.
SK-II, the much-adored skincare brand, recently launched a campaign about age-pressure called The Expiry Date, and their video hits home. The idea of a ticking clock counting down until 30 is definitely something I’ve seen so many women struggle with, and I love that the campaign shows the arc of letting go of that shame. I’ve realized that getting older is a privilege, and it’s beautiful, especially when you’re focused on self-improvement and growth. Not asking yourself “what am I supposed to have achieved by now,” but instead “how can I become a better person?” That shift in thought changed my life, and because of it, I now look forward to what the future brings instead of fearing it.
I still have moments of self-doubt. I sometimes still wonder about certain things regarding my future, and there are definitely still days that I second guess my choices. But I have less concern about it all. I know it doesn’t define me, and I know that if I focus my energy on the person I want to become instead of others’ expectations of me, I will be just fine.
I encourage you to watch below and be inspired to live your best life, regardless of your age.
The Expiry Date | SK-II #changedestiny - YouTube
Lastly, you can watch Vanity Fair’s interview with Chloe Bennet about this campaign and her personal experience with age-related pressure here.
Ahh, time flies–I feel like I just dropped my last collection! That said, I’m so excited that my new Summer collection launches today! It’s definitely a departure from my other recent campaigns and designs, and features bright, playful suits. From fun prints like pineapples and parrots to neon colors and rainbow stripes, this collection is all about summertime fun.
The best part about this campaign was the process of casting the models. We had an open casting call in LA, and over 500 people showed up! It was seriously such a career highlight–getting to meet so many beautiful women of all sizes who wanted to help empower others and spread a message of body positivity was truly inspiring. It was ridiculously hard to narrow it down to nine…I still don’t know how I managed! But everyone had such a great time on set, the energy was palpable because we were all so excited.
We got our idea for the creative direction of the shoot from the collection itself, and decided that the Santa Monica Pier would be the perfect backdrop. The suits are perfect for the carnival/amusement park vibe, and everything came together seamlessly. I can’t get over how amazing everyone looks in the photos! Showing such body diversity in a major swimsuit photoshoot was really important to me, and I’m truly happy with the representation shown in this campaign.
I love all of the suits, so it’s hard to choose a favorite! BUT I do have a soft spot in my heart for the two bright neon bikinis! As always, you can tweet me to ask any questions about fit etc @gabifresh. Hope you love these suits and this campaign as much as I do! SHOP THE COLLECTION HERE!
We all know that Amazon Prime is LIFE–I use it almost daily because of the insanely fast shipping (the people in my apartment probably think I’m nuts because of the amount of packages I receive). It has literally changed the way we shop for everything from toiletries to tech. I knew Amazon had some great fashion options; it’s often where I’d go to search something really particular that I couldn’t find elsewhere with specific search terms like “plus size red skirt.” And while that method has been working well, I was actually impressed when I learned about Amazon Fashion. It’s a vertical within Amazon that has a ton of really cute clothes and is a great fashion destination to browse, not just a place to type something into a search box. They have a ton of plus size options and include some of my favorite contemporary brands and designers like Rachel Roy, Junarose, NYDJ and Melissa McCarthy Seven.
That’s how I found this amazing pastel Calvin Klein suit! You guys know I live for a matching set and colorful suits are my jam. They’re a stylish twist on a classic staple that truly takes you from work to weekend. (Shop the blazer here and the pants here).
I wanted to go for a dressed-down version, so I made it more casual by cuffing the pants and wearing it with a white tee from Rebel Wilson x Angels (shop it here). I played up the silver hardware in the suit by pairing it with this amazing white and silver Loeffler Randall bag (shop it here).
This is one of many outfits I bought so stay tuned for more soon…in the mean time, take a look around Amazon Fashion, there are endless options!
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My experience working with Covenant House California as part of the State Farm Neighborhood of Good® program has been completely amazing! From the first day we went to work deep cleaning apartments for the youth, to the last day we visited before the holidays to donate clothes and teach a class, I was continuously blown away by all that the organization does to help homeless youth and give them the skills and tools they need to succeed. The staff are so dedicated to aiding them as they discover and pursue their interests, acquire and maintain jobs, learn financial responsibility, and further their education. Not only that, but the youth themselves are inspiring with their drive and dedication. I’m so grateful I had a chance to work with State Farm on this initiative. They’ve put so much work into making it easy for all of us to get motivated to help others and find volunteer opportunities through their website, where you can easily search for places to give your time.
Right before the holidays, Nicolette Mason and I visited Covenant House to talk to the youth about our own stories, sharing how we have been able to build careers using social media and eventually launching a fashion line together. It was a really intimate discussion with the youth, so we had a lot of time to dig into how each of them could use social media to help pursue their own interests and kick start a career. I loved hearing their dreams—everything from journalism and photography to fitness and screenwriting—and sharing advice to help, hopefully, make them into realities.
After our talk, I delivered huge containers of clothing from my closet; it felt great to go through all of my things and reassess what I actually wear and need, and give away things that would have a better home somewhere else. Covenant House let me know that unfortunately plus size women are often left out when people and brands donate clothing. I also was happy to donate to their Amazon Holiday Wish List, and shared it with you guys on social media—thank you to everyone who pitched in to help get the youth items! I appreciate it so much, and so do they.
This has been such a heartwarming experience, and I am going to continue to support Covenant House California whenever I can (I’m going to an event with them this week)! I truly encourage all of you to use NeighborhoodofGood.com® and find out how you can help in your community—I promise it will be worth it!
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I can’t believe it’s 2018! With January comes a lot of reflection, but it also means A NEW SWIMSUITSFORALL COLLECTION! I had a super busy 2017, with the launch of Premme and adding lingerie design to my repertoire, but you guys know swim will always have the most special place in my heart–it’s what really got all of this rolling. So with each new launch, I get a set of butterflies unlike with anything else…
This year, my collection features super bold designs, beautiful colors, and lots of metallics. As it came together, I realized the styles would look perfect in a jungle setting–and so our idea for a photo shoot was born. Inspired by Destiny’s Child’s Survivor, I really wanted to portray strong, inspirational women, which led to the casting of two of my faves: Philomena Kwao and Ericka Hart. Both of them are not only beautiful, but have such inspiring stories of overcoming obstacles, and I hope we were able to translate that power into the photos. We shot in the jungles of Belize and the entire trip was breathtaking.
As always, I want my swimwear to make all of you guys feel amazing–nothing should hold you back from feeling empowered and beautiful! I hope you guys love these suits as much as I do–I honestly think this is my favorite collection yet. CLICK HERE TO SHOP!
As always, if you have any questions about fit etc, feel free to tweet me @gabifresh!
Anddd for even more epic news: we are having an open casting call in LA for my next collection that launches for Spring/Summer!!! I get questions all the time from aspiring models, and this is your chance–click HERE for all the details.
I’m so excited to share that I’m working with State Farm for their Neighborhood of Good® initiative over the next few months–they gave me the opportunity to choose a local charity that was close to my heart and I decided on Covenant House California. Covenant House is an international non-profit that provides sanctuary and support for homeless and trafficked youth, but they are so much more than just a “homeless shelter.” I recently visited and got a tour of the LA location and it was so inspiring–beyond housing, they have so many other supportive resources to really set their youth up to be self-sufficient. They teach life skills; help them secure GEDs, jobs and learn financial responsibility; they have an on-site health clinic for check ups and medical care; they even offer arts education and exposure and have dedicated rooms for music and painting. I went in expecting one thing and was totally blown away by how much they do–I’m so glad such an extensive program exists with people who truly care about the well-being and long term success of their youth.
I asked the staff how I could be of service, and they said that they would love for me and my friends to come and clean some of the apartments that their youth transition into after they’ve successfully gone through the on-site program. These apartments definitely needed some TLC, and the youth deserve to come home to a clean apartment that makes them feel good and motivated to continue their hard work. I jumped at the opportunity to help, and my friends and family were of course more than happy to chip in!
We broke our group into two and spent the next few hours deep-cleaning the apartments–the difference after we were done was honestly amazing! We were all proud of the work we’d done, and knowing we made a small difference in the quality of life for these youth was a really great feeling.
I can’t wait to keep working with Covenant House over the coming months; the work they do is truly unique and incredible, as are the people in the program. I will definitely keep sharing more here and on social media as we continue to find new ways to help.
It’s a pretty scary time in the world and things can feel overwhelming, but I find that helping others is a way to feel more grounded and remind ourselves that we do have the power to make a difference, even on a small scale. It matters. I definitely encourage you guys to visit Neighborhood of Good® and see if there’s a local cause you can volunteer to help!
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I ignore old school fashion rules about…well…everything, and that includes reserving the color white for a certain time of year. That being said, there is something refreshing about wearing a head-to-toe white look during the summer. As always, ASOS is bringing it with endless white options. They have us covered both for dressy and casual occasions; I opted for a more laid back outfit with these cute white cutoffs paired with fishnet shorts, a cropped tee, and Adidas sneakers. These items are from the main range, but Curve also has some amazing pieces (I got this dress and these jeans too).
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