Y'all ever take clonazepam/klonipin for anxiety? My psychiatrist gave me some in the lowest dose. I cut one in half and took it like 3 hours ago and I straight up feel like I just downed 6 shots of vodka but without the nausea but still damn…I can’t do shit rn. I have stuff to do but I’m feeling like I’m LIT.
I had my orientation for my PhD program today. I have been working toward this for 6 years and finally have accomplished one of my major career goals but I still don’t feel happy. I hate myself for this I just want to not be depressed anymore. I should be ecstatic but I just want to sleep and cry.
My depression is telling me to take a nap and order takeout for the 3rd time this week. Even though I know I’ll feel better if I actually get up and cook a nutritious meal. Depression is telling me I don’t deserve that bc I’m fat and lazy but 1) I’m not fat, 2) I am not lazy, I’m just tired and I work literally 3 jobs, and 3) depression can suck a fat one cause I’m about to make some damn VEGETABLES