Since this CoronaVirus started my sleep issues have gotten worse.  Because of my mental illnesses, I have had severe insomnia.  My psychiatrist put me on 3 medications, one is for PTSD, one is for Major Depressive Disorder and Anxiety and also a medication for sleep. Every time I watch the news and see the families torn apart by the CoronaVirus it saddens me. It reminds me of when my parents died in front of me and there was nothing I could do to save them. It destroyed me. I am finding it hard to relax. I just can not stop thinking about this CoronaVirus and what is doing to the world. I d ..read more

Today 2 out of my 3 cats turn 6 years old today.  I rescued them and their mother back in August 2014.  When I rescued the little ones they were 4 months old.  They were cute as can be. Princess, she is a LynxPoint Siamese and Romeo her brother is a tiger-striped cat. They are inseparable. I am thankful for all 3 of my cats because they are like my comfort cats. Dealing with mental illnesses, like Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD and Generalized Anxiety it helps because my furbabies love me unconditionally and when I feeling down which is often they know how to put a smile on my face. I would ..read more

Today I am going to discuss how the CoronaVirus is affecting my anxiety and depression. In my state of Florida, there are as of yesterday there was 12,350 cases and 221 deaths in Florida. Every day the number keeps going up. We have between 300 to 500 new cases a day and at least 10 deaths or more a day.  This has saddened me to see people in my community getting sick and dying. I try to stay safe by staying home and only going out for groceries and Dr visits. I always wear a mask and gloves when I go out. People really need to take this seriously. In my community,  I see a lot of people d ..read more

Today I feel sadness. Yesterday I found out that a childhood  friend of mine that I have known for 41 years their mother passed away yesterday. If you have read my past blogs, you would know that my Mom and Dad both passed away. When they died my life took a turn for the worse.  I feel bad for my friend who knows she has to grief and suffer the loss of her mother and also because of the CoronaVirus I am not even sure if they let her see her mom before she passed. Now my friend and their family have to grief the loss of a great woman. I know the pain of losing your mother. When my Mom died ..read more

Things have been crazy with this CoronaVirus. It is very scary. My anxiety is through the roof. Here in my Florida as of yesterday we had 7773 cases of the CoronaVirus and 101 people died. Every day here in Florida we have at least 300 to 500 new cases a day. It is very sad. This situation is like a movie, it does not seem real. I never in my life would I ever think that I would have to go through this. I hope wherever you live, that you listen to your local government agencies, such as police, etc. Practice Social Distancing and stand at least 6ft away from anyone and do not be in any ..read more

I have been thinking about giving up doing my blog. I like doing it but I feel like people are not taking the time to check out my blog.  It is hard for me to write my blogs because of my mental illnesses. I felt like I actually was doing something which I did not know was possible. I might still do my blogs but not daily. My daily life is not exciting. Most days it is a struggle for me to get up out of my bed. I feel like I have no energy at all. I just want to sleep all day. I am going to have to think long and hard about what to do with my blog. I do have an active Facebook Page for my bl ..read more

 Right now the United States is suffering from the CoronaVirus and I just want to inspire us to stick together so we can get through this.  Listen to what the Medical Professionals are saying not Donald Trump or if you are like me and live in Florida and the governor here cares more about money then the citizens of Florida ..read more

Two years ago on March 25th, 2018 my life changed forever. My mom died on March 25th, 2018. Her death was sudden and very unexpected. I remember that day like it was yesterday. On March 24th, I had to have my Mom rushed to the hospital she was having breathing problems and also was battling cancer. When we arrived at the hospital she was barely breathing. The last image I have of my Mom was them doing compressions on her while they had the oxygen mask on her. After my Mom died my mental illness took a turn for the worst. I will never be the same. My mom and dad both remain in my heart alway ..read more

I am a Floridian. I have been living in Florida for almost 31 years. I moved to Florida in 1989m when I was 18 years old, so I consider Florida my home. In the state of Florida we have over 1400 cases of the CoronaVirus and 18 people have died.  Each the day the numbers go higher. Each day we have about 100 to 200 new cases a day, yet our governor refuses to shut down the state of Florida. Many people have signed a petition for him to shut down the state. People from NY are flying into our airports here in Florida and bringing the virus in with them and then spreading  to the people that the ..read more

-- My mom died on March 25, 2018, and this was her favorite song. This one is for you Mom. I miss you and I love you. RIH ..read more