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When will I stop being so sensitive? When will I stop caring like most people in the world? I wear my heart on my sleeve, and I can’t rip that mother fucker off. My nature is to please others, make them laugh and create a sense of importance so that they understand that they are important to me. I give this so freely and it always ends up going to the people that least deserve it or appreciate it. The narcissist always seems to find its way in to my life and I’m too damn naive to recognize it and walk away before I get hurt. I’m losing all faith in human kind. There’s no focus on happiness, fa ..read more

A little soul can only give so much before it retreats, withers and dies. Each little piece of heartbreak, rejection and failure chips away at it – crumbling it slowly into a million tiny pieces. The pieces are too small to fix. They lay alone, shattered and unrecognizable. Others are so accustomed to that soul being there that they don’t see the erosion. They see a smile and hear words of encouragement, but behind it all is a soul that longs to hear its own advice. This soul hopes that others will understand the compassion behind this soul, and see that the compassion is in turn needed. Altho ..read more

So, I want to write a book about my fucked up life. Sadly, I had to look up a step by step guide to writing a book – Kasia Mikouik, October 2, 2013, How to Start Writing a Book : Nine Steps to Becoming an Author – to determine what my first step should be, so people will actually want to read my book. I am supposed to start from the end and work back to the beginning. Well, my ending as I saw it from the beginning would be “happily ever after” so that’s how my story starts, but unfortunately – spoiler alert – doesn’t end – at least for this chapter of my life. Do I want someone to read this ..read more

Single. This word might just be the best and scariest word in the English language. The best because during this time you can learn who you are, take back the power that once was lost and love yourself without doubt. You get to wipe away all of the negative things renting head space. You take control of your mind – directing your thoughts to positive reinforcement and truly become comfortable in your own skin. However, there are times when being single allows loneliness and self doubt to creep up on you. Once you grasp the fact that you have all control over your decisions, emotions and action ..read more