I hope that you’re able to read the entirety of this post in your email alone because this post won’t be available after I send it. These days people love to hurt others by hacking sites, to protect the extremely private information here I’ve decided to close this blog, it’s causing me too much anxiety. Thank you all, especially Freasha for supporting me for literally 11 years. I’m continuing therapy. Please pursue your healing, get toxic people out of your life and know that you never deserved anything that happened to you! You can do this! Thank you so much ..read more

The title of this post isn’t instructional but it’s not an actual question either. I am hoping that at some point I’ll be able to give some sort of actual, helpful advice on this subject though, I’m just not there yet. Where I am at is a point in my therapy I was not expecting to experience: having new alters/parts (I calls them parts now) constantly emerging in practically every therapy session, several times against my will. When it happens against my will, let me tell you, it is…unpleasant to say the least. Having a voice not your own start to shout in your mind or begin to state strong opi ..read more

Hey! Yes I’m here! Hi! I’m basically trying to get a handle on how many parts I have at the moment because new parts have been appearing regularly in my therapy sessions and I’d like to update here. I decided to make a list with descriptions so I’m working on that first before I talk about it. So, yes, there is stuff and things even! Ha! Aren’t you excited? Well, don’t get too excited, it might be as interesting as watching paint dry but we’ll see. Okay, I’m actually about to have a session but I wanted to post before I go in because…you know…I care *embarrassed* Take care of yourselves, you d ..read more

So I guess I must have been living in a cave that was located at the bottom of a volcano in the middle of the Bermuda Triangle because I didn’t find out until yesterday that Polyvore was gone! Why is this important? Well if any of you have been around since the very, very, VERY old times you might recall that back in those days there was a rather strong group of abuse bloggers who used Polyvore to make collages about our experiences and feelings, in fact there was a dedicated sexual abuse support group on Polyvore survivors. It was a great place, instead of having to collect hundreds or thousa ..read more