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It’s interesting being a person who is a little more attuned to their evolution as it happens. I don’t know any different but I envy the ones who can just ‘be’. Eat, sleep, destroy, repeat. I’m cursed and seems damned to hell. Pain is the aim and happiness is just a chemical reaction that tricks us into not hitting the reset button. I don’t know about you but I want to go home. “When we lose our humanity we no longer see people as human beings, but as objects to be used and disposed of at will” Today was the first time I witnessed my humanity fading. Maybe this is one of the first symptoms b ..read more

Don’t let anyone tell you revenge isn’t one of the sweetest feelings sometimes. Look I really hate hurting people. I’ve been guilty 0f the behaviour in the past and I’ve been hurt myself so many times before. I don’t like it. I stopped doing to people who did not deserve it quite some time ago but for some reason it still keeps happening to me. Sometimes going out of your way to hurt the right person can makes my whole day! Saturday morning was one of those days for me. I got up, made a coffee and dropped a bombshell on someone who in a way is an innocent but at the end of the day when it came ..read more

Fracture by Slumberjack Featuring Vera Blue Is it no wonder that no one is truly happy? I often wonder where we got the idea that life was about ‘being happy’? More often than not the expectation of everyone being happy is the one thing making leads us all to be unhappy? Let’s face it, it’s nothing more than a chemical reaction that ensures the survival of our species. As humans, we are hardwired to seek pleasure and avoid pain. Too much time without the ‘elusive’ stuff can lead a person to suicide. A lot then has to be said about the people within our lives and the role they played in a perso ..read more

If you want love by NF My name is Carly Webb. I am writing to you because I wanted to ask your advice and I don’t know where else to go to get the right answer.  I was the victim of domestic and family violence in late 2016.  At the same time as I had surgery for cervical cancer, my own mother, who has never been a supporter of mine, took myself and my sons’ father to the Federal Law Circuit wanting temporary custody of my son.  She named me Respondent 1 and my sons’ father, Respondent 2.  For quite a while I was unaware that the two of them were working together to take cu ..read more

Broken by Lund I don’t know about this whole growing up thing some days. I am beginning to see just how much of a destructive disease we are to this planet. Fundamentally we are more evil than good. We are vein and over confident, we view minorities and the vulnerable as less than human, we choose leaders with psychopathic qualities and so many of us believe in a thing called karma! I know what you are going to say but really karma is no more than an excuse for us to us to justify the fact that we believe that the ‘downtrodden’ of society deserve their fate rather than speak up in their defenc ..read more

What is forgiveness? Is it used to make ok the behaviours of some whom do not deserve it? Why are we taught as children to, turn the other cheek, forgive and forget, make amends at someone’s death bed? Is it doing more damage than good to the human race? Is it creating more and more monsters who over time aren’t making this existence something that makes us feel good and more one that causes so much pain and suffering for no apparent reason a lot of the time it’s not funny? Why do most actions seem to be an intentional act to cause damaging and sometimes irreversible effects on those who cross ..read more

I feel that I’ve learnt in the last few weeks more about people and the way life truly is than ever before. I have learnt that most people are out to get you. Good things happen to bad people and sometimes simply life is unfair and no one really cares. It seems more and more a balance between standing your ground so you don’t get walked over and being kind and open to people existing within your space. When you are alone it’s even more important. I don’t know if anyone even considers the people behind the missing persons posters in the police station? We have been brainwashed into thinking th ..read more

PLAY WHILE READING!!! I knew that 2020 was not going to be my year. I think it’s true in a sense that “You never know true happiness until you know true sadness”. While I hit some of the lowest of lows, it’s now 2021 and I am still here at the end of it. I will say that I have learnt the most or at least accepted a lot of things and understand a lot more things than any other year before. So is this a case of what doesn’t destroy us makes us stronger? I know that this life has made me stronger and without certain things taking place I would still be the unsure version of myself who was always ..read more

May-A – Apricots I got this tattoo a couple of years ago now. The 3rd arrow symbolises my son which he designed with me and points towards my heart. The second one symbolises me, hence the “one of a kind” and the first one is for someone else. I never knew who but I knew they were out there somewhere. When I designed it I have no idea why it had 3 markings around it, I was just drawn to that arrow amidst the hundreds of arrows I looked at ..read more