“Dear Nana, it’s Me. The Man you once Looked into his eyes and saw the whole world. The Father of your unborn fruit of our togetherness, The man who is breaking the promise of growing old beside you. Hey Nana, I am Back, but not in Flesh, but spirit, because,by the moment you are reading this, You should be seeing Twelve Gun holes and maybe Two more on my fore head. But Nana, Stop crying, The sounds of guns were my Break fast and lunch, running and hiding in this forest was my dinner. if you pick this letter from my bloody Breast pocket, let a Smile come after those tears. Nana,My love, For I ..read more

What’s the use when our protectors put a hole in our hearts? What’s the use when looking good is a cyber crime? What’s the use when knowing your right becomes death? What’s the use when those witch doctors don’t listen nor hear? is it a crime to cover our suffering with good looks? is it a crime to get ourselves couple of new shoes? is it a crime we are locked in this system with these fools? The only crime we committed was acting late and not too soon. I have never seen Stubborn Animals Like Black Goats, Using their Horns to pierce blood from our poor heads, Using guns to hunt us down like bu ..read more

Singing the songs of our hero’s past. Servicing the gods of blood and might. Various wars we fought with guns and hand. Yet we still say we are One. Cultivating the hatred in our Hearts. Placing Buffons to lead us, are we still blind? Various Slogans come and Passed. Yet we still say “One Love”. Taking our country from the Colony, soldiers took over it from us. Various Reforms they did and gone, yet we are still placed a terrorist World. 1999 Proved the beginning of the Beginning, It was the end of the Beginning. It all went from good to bad. Until we clocked 50. In our 50’s it all declined, o ..read more

House-Of-Pain PDFDownload 1. Instructions (Nobody Cares). I have some instructions I will like to share, House of Pain is not what you think it means, The brain is an organ that stores your feelings and emotions, The Heart only receives what the brain distributes, When you feel Pain, the brain is the organ that knows the feeling and transmits it to the other organs. And I think my brain is a house hold of Pain. A lot of people reading don’t understand what it means, It’s clear to me you listened to my voice but didn’t hear a thing, Why these Instructions are in the beginning; if at all you are ..read more

It’s 11:36:66, Heavy metal music booming my ear drums, I am in a phase where I am reflecting if I am going to heaven or hell, trying to recite the names of the enemies I have made, Cueing my favorite song and having a party with my sad emotions, my brain keeps telling me to slash my wrist, I am dancing on a bed, i can only see images of a belly dancer, or I am in a stage where people are screaming my name in fear, Closing my eyes and all I can see is dead people, it’s like I might have blood in my hands, and in my Forties have PTSD or Insomnia. But by morning I am awake, it is 5:36:66, at the ..read more

I am, as you are to me, my secrets that my world can Feel, my feelings that my heart can keep, my cravings that my eyes can see, I am as you are to me, my secrets,my love ,my peace, my all, you are all that I need, the time bomb in my heart that needs a beep. the Angel and Demon in my creep……… The post Secrets. (From IGOR Anthology) appeared first on Scriptmedia ..read more

Purple Heart(Intro) A ruler in the rule, a sinner in the sin My heart is purple but my eyes are clean. The pain that I feel, the evil that i see, the smile in the struggle is all that we need. The purple in the Heart, the heart that is purple the little Introduction, a gun in a puzzle. 2. Beautiful Psycho. I make you feel special, I make you feel good, i make you feel awesome, whether a cleaner or a cook. I make you feel happy, I make you sad, I make you feel beautiful, I do all that because am psycho sad. A nice talk is what i need, a nice talk to roll up my sleeve, a nice talk to take out ..read more

We are not to fall in love in our Lust, we are not to feel our warmth with our trust, we are not to feel cozy with our frost but to my one and only, you are my world. I am not to feel this way, I might Burst, i am not to feel sad when you are gone, i am not to feel like you charmed me with your sauce, but to my one and only, you are my world. My heart is not supposed to open when you smile, my head is not supposed to blow when you laugh, my cheeks are not supposed to blush when you pass, but to my one and only, you are my world. You shouldn’t leave me when you leave, you should need me when yo ..read more

All the boy wants is to be free, free from the pressure we see free to choose coffee over tea the boy wants to be free to feel. The world is waiting for the boy, the boy to grow to be a man the boy to take over the world and control the boy to become a gun and destroy But the boy doesn’t want to be heartless the boy has to learn the laws of the world the boy wants to be free to smell flowers the boy wants to be free to build towers The society is waiting for the Boy, the boy to take his place in society the boy must get ready to loose his mind the boy must get ready to be frustrated. Family is ..read more

One whose heart is made of gold. One whose dignity cannot be sold. One who isn’t scared to face her fears but stands bold. One whose love for God can never grow cold. One who is not always obsessed with cash. One who can take away your penury in just a flash. One who is not loosed. One whose rate of loyalty cannot be reduced. One who prays but doesn’t pray. One whose “slaying” won’t lead me astray. One who won’t be used like a public toilet. One who can intercede for me even in her closet. One who won’t drive me to my doom like an Uber driver. One who won’t strip me of my happiness like a stri ..read more