I cannot emphasize the importance of self control enough. For those of you who have it, Good For You!!, I mean it. I certainly don’t have it and oh how much easier life would have been if I had. There is a bar, in Austin, that I is known for cocaine sales and I loved that place! I could walk in any day of the week and there would be at least two people selling cocaine and I couldn’t get enough!!! I pretty much spent most of 2016 getting fucked up in this bar, with a bunch of really awesome people that also frequented the bar for drugs.  I absolutely adore m ..read more

        It is so important to know who you are. It’s equally important to accept who you are and where you are in life.  Many of us make the mistake of not allowing ourselves to be happy because we feel like we haven’t reached our full potential. So many of us believe that everything is going to fall into place once ____________ happens, and that’s simply not true. You cannot wait for the life that you want to happen to happen to you. We must accept where we are in life at every moment of it! That doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t want more for yourself, or tha ..read more

     I was in my thirties when I got addicted to drugs. Life hadn’t been incredibly kind to me and I was desperate for a purpose. I started to frequent a bar in  Austin in 2013 which was known as a hangout spot for drug users, specifically cocaine. The first few times I went I was careful. I would use cocaine from time to time, but it wasn’t a regular thing. Cocaine wasn’t new to me. I had experimented with cocaine in high school and college and I always enjoyed it. I was destined to get addicted to it. In 2015 I started frequenting the bar on an almost daily basis. A ..read more