Lately, I have been pretty busy going through the stuff in my room. I realized that I could sell some of the old toys, books, clothes, and other stuff that I don't use anymore to help earn money. While I was going through the different boxes I found on the shelves of my closet, I found this tiny little brown bear with a bandage over his right eye. It brought back a turmoil of emotions that are connected to the little bear. When I was 3-years-old, I had a tumor behind my right eye. I don't remember much about it except for waking up in a dark room, playing in the waiting room, and when I pick ..read more

One of the main problems that all teens have, is their relationships with their family. Which I can get because sometimes family isn't nice, isn't there, or just doesn't understand why you feel the way you do. My family has sort of been a mix of all of those at different times. Overall, I have a pretty good family and I am lucky that they are more open-minded than the others around them. My parents like to push themselves as much as they can, which means that they would often be out of the house and I would be left alone with my sister and Brandon. I only ever really spent time with my sister ..read more

I was raised on the idea that every princess has a prince and the other way round. I was sheltered as I grew up to the point that I didn't even know that there was such a thing as being gay till I was 10. For me, the idea that a guy could be with a guy or a girl with a girl was something that made my brain explode. Even if it was such a new concept to me, I accepted it as completely normal almost immediately. A little bit later I realized that I was bisexual. It was strange to look back to the life I had lived up to that point and realize that I had felt this way all along. I just thought th ..read more

I would like this blog to be more than just me saying stuff at a few or even a bunch of people, so I would like some people to give me some suggestions for different things I could do on here. The first thought that came to my mind was that I could create a different section on here for stories. Right now I can't stop looking at all the different characters I have drawn and I am wondering what stories they have. A lot of the time when I was growing up I would write stories, but I never finished them. I know that some drawings of characters are just drawings, but I love the thought of there be ..read more

The main problem I have had lately is more of something I think even straight and cis people can understand. Ever since I was little I have always had a lot of anxiety, of course when I was really little I was able to hide it and was outgoing. Then again, I had to be outgoing because of my parent's positions in their jobs. There were actually a lot of mental illnesses that I had (and still have) that my parents never noticed as I was growing up. The only things they could ever understand, even now, are my anxiety and my autism. Most people don't see those things when they look at me. I have b ..read more

I have sat here trying to figure out how to start my first post on my blog for a minute. That doesn't sound like a long time, but it sure felt like it. I should probably start with some sort of introduction to myself. The only problem there is that I need some anonymity for my blog. There are a few things I can say, like the fact that I am trans and bisexual. Those are two things that would be very hard to hide in any of my future posts.  My aim here is to make people like me feel like they aren't alone, but I am not in a position to publicly say so. I made the mistake of telling some people ..read more