It is five years since Lou and I got together. It probably doesn’t sound like much, but when you consider we live in different cities in different countries, that we were separated by the pandemic and then separated again while I spent 9 months in Cuba, that we both have very different but busy lives, that we are both actively polyamorous and pansexual, it is quite amazing that we are still an item! It was never planned this way, and if it had been, I doubt if it would have worked. Our relationship has evolved organically. Neither of us are very romantic but we have somehow become significant ..read more

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This is going to be a new simplified version of our ‘about’ page ..read more

This is where myself and Cassie hang out with like minded people to discuss stuff. It has been very quiet lately. New members are welcome. The only real rules are to be curious and respectful. https://oldsouls.freeforums.net ..read more

We wrote this during lockdown a few years ago now. It still holds true… What follows is a list of the things that are important to us and which we can agree between ourselves. We have tried to avoid referring back to what Satanists should believe or what other Satanists argue or write about. The following is a summary of “our” version of Satanism. Satanic Identity To us, calling ourselves Satanists means that we identify with and support the character known as Satan or The Devil in Christian and Jewish literature (probably Islamic literature too but we don’t know enough about the way Satan is ..read more

We have written about our relationship with Lilith several times, just write Lilith in the search button on the right to get an in depth picture of how my family and I relate to her. Or for an overview of Lilith written by somebody else try following this link. https://journeyingtothegoddess.wordpress.com/2012/02/29/goddess-lilith/ This however is a short personal take on my feelings and beliefs related to Lilith as Goddess and Demon. At various times and in different contexts she has been called The First Woman, The First Demon, The First wife of Adam, The Mother and The Queen of Demons, The ..read more

Just a few words to explain why and how I, as a Satanist, celebrate Samhain (Halloween). Firstly it is a family tradition. I come from a family of Satanic Witches. When Cassie came into our lives, she brought with her not only Satanism but a history and practice of witchcraft which owed a lot to her experiences as a Wiccan and Pagan. We integrated those things into our family and coven celebrations at this time of year. Since then it has become one of our favourite and most important seasonal celebrations. Secondly I personally feel that this time of year is imbued with all the overtones and ..read more

I have been reflecting on the physical and psychological aspects of Satanism. More precisely, I have been thinking about the way people can be changed physically and psychologically when they fully dedicate themselves to Satanic beliefs and lifestyle. (I chose that phrase deliberately. I could have said Satan or Satanism. The problem is that even within the Satanic community there will be different interpretations of what that actually means. For some Satan is purely symbolic, for others Satan is a very real spiritual and/or physical entity. For still others Satan and Satanism would not be de ..read more

The short version. Sophie and I have decided to take a backseat in this blog. We may occasionally post from time to time, or we may not. Leonie has agreed to continue as the main poster in the meantime. Slightly longer version. Sophie and I have our hands full running our coven and doing the various jobs that pay our bills. More importantly we think we have said all we have to say on the subject of Satanism and don’t want to just repeat ourselves. Leonie, on the other hand, is only a bit younger than I was when I started this blog. She brings a freshness that we no longer have. We have all th ..read more

We are choosing a few posts to reblog during the summer. I wrote this just before the pandemic. Since then my relationship with my mother has probably become even closer, but also freer in some ways. In some ways nothing much has changed except we are both a little older, and maybe wiser… I know she is intending to write something about the four of us as a family soon. So maybe this will lead into that. Devil's Advocates Quite a few people seem interested in the relationship my mother and I have; a relationship that has evolved over time of course… They are interested in how being Sata ..read more