I’ve never been the most confident person. I’m very very shy and anxious. I know, people always laugh when I say that, but it is true. But what I do know is this. No matter how shy or anxious I am, I’m worth knowing. I’m pretty cool. ? And because I know this, I don’t really accept anyone in my life who doesn’t enrich it at this point. Hopefully I’m with people who feel the same about me. If you haven’t been to Fameshed yet, you should go. Join the group, too, because it’s the 12th anniversary and there are gifts! They even put the gifts on the cam sims, which is awesome. In This Post: Head ..read more

Whenever I end my streams on Twitch, I always tell people basically the same thing. “Please go do something nice for yourself because self care is important, and you’re absolutely worth it.” It’s not something I say just to say. I do actually mean it. But I never tell people what they should do for self care because I feel like it’s highly personalized. When people think “self care,” I know visions of face masks and bubble baths typically come to mind. And yes, that can be self care if you like that. But self care can be bigger, or smaller, than that. Sometimes it’s journaling. Sometimes it’s ..read more

I’m not a beach girl. I know, it sucks. I went to Florida a few years ago and I had all these dreams of being this cute boho beach girl. I planned on frolicking in the ocean, running on the sand in my big floppy beach hat, letting my hair get beach wavey, the whole 9 yards. But it turns out, I get motion sickness from the ocean, I burn even if I’m wearing sunblock, and I hate sand. I still like the aesthetic, though. And I love being *near* the beach. Just don’t expect me to go TO the beach. In This Post: Head: Avalon by Lelutka Body: LaraX Petite by Maitreya Body Skin: Picasso Babe Slim by ..read more

When I was younger, my parents used to play a lot of oldies music. Elvis Presley was a big part of that, but I was never as interested in him as I was interested in Priscilla. I loved the photos of her from the 60s, especially her wedding photos. The makeup was so beautiful to me! Izzie made some 60s makeup for The Fifty this month, and I immediately thought of Priscilla. And combined with the James&Dew set that is at Anthology, it all feels very Graceland to me. In This Post: Head: Avalon by Lelutka Body: LaraX by Maitreya Body Skin: Picasso Babe Slim by Velour Face Skin: Mona by DeeTal ..read more

I’m really looking forward to summer this year. Not for any specific reason. I just like summer. I like summer clothes, I like summer sunshine. And mostly I like hanging out inside, in the air conditioning, while it’s summer hot outside. What can I say? I’m an indoor cat. The Fifty opened up today! It’s really good, so you need to go! In This Post: Head: Avalon by Lelutka Body: LaraX by Maitreya Body Skin: Picasso Babe Slim by Velour Face Skin: Mona by DeeTaleZ Face Layers by Izzie’s: * Highlight Corrector * Nose Fix * Under Eye Lashes Concealer * Heart Mole * Cheeks Contour * Lips Concealer ..read more

I’ve had a real issue in SL lately. Skirts. Almost every single skirt I find is RIDICULOUSLY short. I’m not against a miniskirt, obviously. But why are so many of them basically like belts? Or they look good in the front but the back has half my butt on display? Or the front is short enough that the whole lady garden is out saying hi. I don’t need a knee length skirt, but could it at least cover my rear end? Anyway, that’s why I’m wearing the same skirt I wore in my last post, just in a different color. When I find a skirt that works for me now, I think I’m going to have to fatpack and then we ..read more

I’m an anxious girl. I’m pretty open about it. Mental health isn’t something that I think needs to be hidden. But I don’t *like* being an anxious girl. I feel like it makes it hard for me sometimes to get close to people, or stay close to people. It stinks, you know? I want to have close friendships and all that. But I’m an anxious girl. It’s not *all* bad. I’m good in a crisis because I spend my whole life preparing for a crisis. And for some reason, people say I make them feel calm. I can only believe that maybe I just suck up all the anxiety in a room and there’s none left for anyone else ..read more

I had planned a whole cool blog post today. I was going to talk about different things and it was all going to tie together in the end. But I’m actually quite tired. I had laundry today. And cooking. I did my blog photo in the moments I had to spare. I had to shop for a few things for my mom. Then I drove in traffic to go take food to my mom. Then drove back. Then had dinner things to do here. And attention to give. And cats to feed. I’m expected in about 20 minutes or so to go hang out with friends and play a game. But I kind of want to just go lay in bed and watch 90 Day Fiance. I won’t. But ..read more

So true story, but I’m kind of scared of clowns. It’s not an uncommon phobia or anything. But there’s just something so incredibly creepy about them. I don’t think it’s the exaggerated makeup. After all, I lived through the makeup explosion of 2016. I don’t think it’s that their face is basically a mask. I like masks. I think maybe it’s the forced happiness. As someone who has in the past felt like I needed to put on a smile and say everything is just fine, it’s unnerving to see someone else do it. And clowns do it. Maybe that’s why I’m scared of them. Or maybe it’s just because they look craz ..read more

So I didn’t really intend on going over a week without blogging. But I have to admit, last week was not a great mental health week for me. It’s okay, though. It happens. The important thing is working through it. I hope this week is better, for me and for all of you. ? In This Post: Head: Avalon by Lelutka Body: LaraX Petite by Maitreya Body Skin: Picasso Babe Slim by Velour Face Skin: Mona by DeeTaleZ Face Layers by Izzie’s: * Highlight Corrector * Nose Fix * Under Eye Lashes Concealer * Heart Mole * Lips Concealer * Chin Dimple * Everyday Blush Highlight: Glow Babez (1) by Tres Beau Lipsti ..read more