Hi all, It has been a while. Lots of things have happened but I am sober and I guess I am happy about that. In short since the last time: – I started seeing a therapist, he fucked me over with his own issues about my eating, he said sorry later so that is ok-ish – I visited a dental care lady who, after promising to NOT give me fluoride, did give me fluoride without my knowledge or consent which led to another fluoride poisoning which lasted about 3 weeks. The whole episode send me into a psychosis. – I was depressed, at one night thought: “I wish my cat was dead so I could leave too.” Next ..read more