Just sitting in bed crying. I don't know when it got so bad again. It's like it snuck up on me, and now I don't know how to get out. Everything just feels so bad. I feel so alone and so damaged, I'm starting to wonder if anyone can fix me. I just want to wake up for once and not feel upset about something. I want to feel happy and look forward to the day, instead of just dreading it knowing I'm gonna be miserable all over again. Does anyone maybe want to talk? I don't normally ask for that here but...I dunno, I could really use someone right now. submitted by /u/Own-Pineapple6272 [visit redd ..read more

Does anyone else really struggle to be alone? Whenever I'm having a hard time (which is honestly 95% of the time) I always want to be around someone. And it sucks because I don't really have anyone I can be around. It's funny, I used to insist when I was younger that I liked being on my own, that I wouldn't be lonely because people suck anyways. How I wish I could be content being alone. submitted by /u/Own-Pineapple6272 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

My life started actually going good for once and just like that its all taken away from me and I'm back to where I was months ago I can't believe this shit I hate it so much its like life can never truly be good submitted by /u/shlackpo [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I want to kill meh self, doubt my mind can change :( I’m a 30 ish year old firefighter, father of 2 kids under 5 years of age, mother walked out after I became physically damaged.. voluntarily coach for a sport team in town, the will to live has always escaped me but now more then ever… $200 Canadian gift card {IF} your able to convince me otherwise ?‍♂️ last thing I can think of for meh kids sake before completely packing it in… submitted by /u/East-Marsupial-9062 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

Nothing is going right, everything is being messed up. I miss the last time i could have control over myself and my feelings. I feel hurt because i have become someone I don't recognize, feeling odd. I just wish i was a grain of sand. submitted by /u/wiltedshadesofred [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I’m tired of people, I’m tired of life. Everyone hates me. Would anyone even notice if I disappeared? Like If people are telling me “No one wants to talk to people like you who are negative about everything” then why wouldn’t I just accept that and vanish, people were right after all. I should just vanish. No one would ever like a bitch like me. People are blackmailing me for all sorts of stuff. I have 1 irl friend and he ignores me a lot. And more personal shit. Farewell submitted by /u/Odd_Divide_6099 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

A week ago while I was at work I had noticed my husband is not answering my messages or calls. I was at work and had tried to call him many times. We have location tracker and I noticed he was at home which was unusual. I got this bitter feeling and decided to go home early. The commute is about an hour and I could not shake the feeling. When I got home I found he was locked in the bathroom. I knocked and called his name and heard him grunt from inside I started to become frantic hitting the door until finally he opened it. He was drunk, he had a wound on his head, there were knives, alcohol ..read more

It’s like i’m actually horrified, whenever I have a good day I try everything in my power to go back to being as depressed as possible, I can’t enjoy being happy it just makes me so uncomfortable and scared. not to mention even when I have a day where i’m not suicidal my brain keeps on telling me I actually miss the feeling of wanting to die, which is horrible cause I never enjoy life when i’m low so why am I so stressed and uncomfortable when I do feel good. submitted by /u/MiMu77 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I lost everything I wish I was a better person I wish I was those people who play those instruments it was fun till I end it miserably bye everyone on the internet and IRL miss you all or don’t why does it matter you’ll die anyway nothing is so great about life no matter how good or bad you got it submitted by /u/Blupon73 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

A friend told me today that i don’t look normal and something changed, he said that i look depressed. And for real, if you ask me ? i feel literally like a zombie, i have no energy for socializing, nor talking to people. But from time to time that energy comes back and i laugh with friends and stuff. I just don’t know if this is depression. submitted by /u/YOUSSEF012003 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more