August 2017. The month of.. Healing physically and mentally. It's been a journey since then. That month onwards, it was all working like crazy, to try to return whatever i owe to people. I couldn't understand why it was still a nightmare for me, i couldn't find an answer but.. I just went ahead and did everything i could in my power, to pay back money, to work, to at the same time, as much as i can, do anything possible to make my loved ones happy. For i am so thankful for them. This was that month =')) And i feel so happy now looking back, that i am not that sad anymore. That i don't have ..read more

Just to be sure.. I haven't entirely given up. Haha. The thought of wanting to continue documenting my life, backdated to when Amelia was just a tiny newborn.. The whole of this 4 years and 10 months.. The thought of that.. Accompanied by maybe 50,000 pictures/ videos..? Unthinkable. But one can still hope. HAHA. But i'm here this morning cox i'm sitting by my computer after heading downstairs at 6am to clear my nose and throat cox i don't wanna wake the kids with the loud WREHHHHGHK PUI.. So i'm sitting here by the comp cox i forgot to bring my phone out of the room and i'm just still real ..read more

The month i turn 30 and Amelia turn 1 month old. Here's a video. Very very skimmed haha. Don't know how to work this new blogger embed thing but you can go to my youtube to watch ba. I'm trying my best to put things together becox life is normal now, and there is this fear that life will become chaotic again and then i won't be able to find time to put down these diaries, which is major important to me becox i want my kids to be able to read back in 10, 20, 30 years. I don't know. Will Blogger still be around? Will Youtube still be around? I hope so. But we don't know. Amelia looking lik ..read more

Hello. This was a rollercoaster month. Maybe one of the most stressful months filled with so much mixed emotions i can't even begin to describe but i'd try. First i was not in a good shape mentally. Two lawsuits were in the midst of settlement and i remember so clearly that when i was just pushed back to my ward after delivery, my lawyer (and good friend, Sharon) told me she don't wanna bother with these but the updates are ..... (rather good progress) haha. I don't waste time to get things moving. So that was intense. And then i got super stressed financially becox sooo many cheques were la ..read more

First of all.. I'm gon have to warn you that this post has almost 250 pictures. Second of all, if you're heading or thinking to go to Gold Coast, Australia.. This post will come in very very helpful so keep reading hehe. Especially with the Queensland X Klook sale. Click to enjoy up to $15 savings of your experiences! Take up to $15 off your holiday to Brisbane, Cairns, Gold Coast and Sunshine Coast! Enjoy $15 off min spend of $150. Valid from now till 30 September. Click here to see more deets about this promo! And lastly, if you're not thinking of going there yet, this post will bring yo ..read more

Back with an update on the picture log of the memories i had, 2 years in as a mum.. She ownself dress up and wait to go meet ganma for her birthday.. This was her actual day birthday! 8th March 2017.. We went to Artzoo. I was about 7 months plus in and really wanted to go join in and jump with her on the bouncy installations. And i did. AND THEN GOT CALLED OUT. Hahahah. Paiseh. Pre-requisite to be a ganma - Arms gotta be strong hahaha. Very strong. Hehe. Four of us. Ganma's clumsy finger over the camera looks like sunset glow wtf. And then we had a "picnic" outside Marina Bay Sands benc ..read more

Hehe. I am back! This time quite fast right. Proud of myself cox despite the whole family (except me and helper but including didi) falling sick. I DID NOT STOP WORKING nor did i slack in blogging LOL. I mean as compared to 2 years no update, 2 months one baby update is pretty amazing hahaha! Here's Feb 2017 update.. Thank you if you've been reading.. =)) This month we celebrate Meredith's birthday one week beforehand.. And also celebrated Valentines. Hehe. HERE WE GO!!! Most of the time we stay home cox go out need to spend money hahaha. So other than reading and playing in the playroom ..read more

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