lost my soulmate after 35 years depression meds dont help therapy didnt work grief 6 months  s real hollow 988 they just listen have no one to talk with ..read more

I need to vent. My name is Jim. I miss my wife. I left her two years ago. She gave our kids to CPS within a week of my leaving. She became a crack-cocaine addict. She has been on crack continuously since July 2022. Her advanced cognitive processes are burnt. She's like an animal now. She sells her body for crack every day.  I am getting our kids in mid-May. I relocated 1600 kms away when I split so CPS is sending the kids to me. I cried today, for half an hour. I sobbed and it was loud. I haven't cried like that since my Mom's funeral in 2012. I have a headache from it. I get headaches ea ..read more

Hi everyone, Been in this relationship for two years now (both 36) and things were great until last June when my SO was promoted. Since then, slowly stress took over her. First we delayed permanently our desire to move in together, then she slowly became distant when it comes to intimacy. She reached a level close to burnout. During this period I was trying my best to be supportive, but without any luck, she couldn't see I was there for her. I didn't try to fix things, just been there. Sure, there was a frustration building in me also because of that, because we reached a level where she coul ..read more

My boyfriend of 6 years broke up with me today and I feel so lost and hurt. This pales in comparison with the losses and grief other people are experiencing out there now. It is the same old story and there are probably millions like mine out there. It is still very painful and I have no family or friends to help me cope with this loss. I am alone in a foreign country and it feels like my world just fell apart. We still love each other but are not right for each other and that makes it even harder. If you had experienced a break up where you still loved each other, what helped y ..read more

Hello everyone my name is Sophie,i am from Canada I feel very happy to share my great and wonderful testimony with everyone on this platform..: I was married for 4 years to my husband and all of a sudden another woman came into the picture he started hating me and he was abusive and all because i never bear him a child. but i still loved him with all my heart and wanted him at all cost.... He filed for divorce and my whole life was turning apart and i didn't know what to do, he moved out of the house and abandoned me all alone,one day a very close friend of mine told me about trying spiritual ..read more

I'm a 48 year old father of four and I've been married to the love of my life for 20 years, together 4 years prior. I don't have time for my life's story, nor am I sure that you really want to hear it, but as of two weeks ago my life came crashing down and imnlosing it. Needless to say I was a handful, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, anger, depression and severe anxiety and through the years it's really taken it's toll on an incredible woman and even my family. In 2012 I was in a horrific accident that should have taken my life, but for some unseen reason I'm still here and now suffering more than ..read more

It was a turbulent relationship, but I loved him and was prepared to overlook his faults, and just focus on improving myself and therefore improving the relationship. He would never take responsibility and so didn't work on himself, but I knew that and accepted it. Eventually we got married. He is the love of my life. A year into the marriage and he's online all the time, talking to girls. I try to overlook it. Then he seems to have fallen for one of the girls, and I am pushed away and rejected more than ever. A divorce is on the cards. I go along with the plans, because I don't feel anything ..read more

I’m experiencing a grief that has no category, and it’s been two weeks but not getting any better. 20 years ago, I was living with my boyfriend of 3 years. He was kind and sweet and funny and smart and so handsome, and everyone I knew loved him, including me. And he really loved me. But for some reason I let myself get swept up by another man, someone who was world traveled and well read and knew all about art and music and politics, while my boyfriend had hardly ever ventured from his hometown and didn’t have anywhere near the same education and experience. The new guy was relentless in pursu ..read more

I keep trying to make sense of why she decided to leave, how she's capable of it, and honestly a myriad of thoughts. I don't want to accept it.  There are so many good and bad things about our relationship. We fought a lot but when we weren't fighting, i felt like we were on top of the world together.  It would take hours to type everything out so I'll keep it brief.  She recently put me through some trauma. I hadn't spoken to her in over a month and was removed from the home. For that month i fully believed we would keep trying to work things out. I said i would try before, but ..read more

I have been with my soul mate for 15 years. She recently (last few months) stopped being affectionate and was pretty distant. I have gotten to talk to her seriously a handful of times. Each time what was bothering her was different and she never had a plan of how to work on it or what we could do together to make things better. She just wanted a divorce and that was it. We have two young kids and a great life and all of these shared things together. But for some reason now she just wants to break all that up. She has told me she doesn't love me anymore and she does not find me attractive. She ..read more