In this episode we discussing fear and its relationship to intuitive knowingness. We explore how we can identify our internal sense of guidance and discern when fear is clouding our judgment versus when we are receiving clear intuitive signals. We discuss tools like Human Design that can help locate one's intuitive authority. While fear is a normal emotion, we talk about how it should not be interpreted as guidance. Intuition provides a pre-rational sense of yes or no that we must learn to trust over rational thinking or reactions of fear. This episode helps untangle these concepts to gain cla ..read more

In this episode we discuss the motivations behind why awakened beings can feel called to teach. We explore how wisdom naturally emerges during awakening.  We note the seeker's unwavering focus on ending suffering and uncovering liberating truths, and talk about the concept of the "two-turnings," transitioning from inner exploration to outward engagement after liberation. We discuss how our ability to connect with others depends on our ability to explore our own depths and how contingent identities don't offer much safety. We also explore the notion of the Bodhisattva as a description of a ..read more

Today we discussed the place of faith on the spiritual path. We talked about Pure Land Buddhism which is a faith-based Buddhist school. We reflect on the difference between the idea that “there’s nothing you can do” vs “there’s nothing you *need* to do.” The role of self-effort. Can one short-circuiting practice? Progressive vs sudden awakening. We explore limiting ideas regarding what’s required to awaken. And notice when Life says “hold my beer!” Every part of your life experience is “your way” and is the way consciousness wakes up to its own nature. We discuss how faith can allow one to dro ..read more

In this episode, we explore the power of direct experience over intellectual knowledge, that there are profound teachings to be found in the fullness of the lived experience. Life itself is a constant teacher. The solution to global problems? It starts at the individual level—discover your true nature rather than trying to imagine and bolster an unsustainable identity.  We discuss "bootstrapping enlightenment" and the value of an eclectic spiritual path. We caution against comparing spiritual paths, urging to experience the shared reality they point to. We give some examples of spiritual ..read more

Glad to be back for 2024! This week we talk about the many different aspects of silence. How to cultivate a relationship with silence and recognising that the experience of silence is bliss. We acknowledge that sometimes one needs to traversing the ‘gunk’ to get to the silence. We touch on St. Teresa of Avila’s mystic ecstasies and how extended experience of high-intensity ecstatic bliss can take its toll on the physiology. Bliss isn’t a peak experience but a fundamental quality of being itself.  We talk about the presence of thoughts in no-mind, ‘cleaning up’ after ‘growing up’ and ‘waki ..read more

“There are so many different ways of doing this work of holding space and guiding & supporting others. And so many ways of awakening to our nature and integrating and embodying that fully in the human expression that we are. Infinite ways of Being. If I could ever impart anything to anyone - it is to trust YOUR way.” In this episode we discuss the quiet joys of a Winter retreat. We explore the notion of “Do what thou wilt”; who is the one who wills and what is the “true will”, and how these questions are at the heart of spiritual realisation. We talk about the variety of teachings, teacher ..read more

In this episode we discuss issues relating to sharing creative work. We talk about the demons of doubt in the creative process and reflect on not letting others' judgment hinder the truth of our creative expression. We discuss viewing one's work as an offering to life, recognising that it's a gift from life itself. We talk about the idea of letting go of outcomes and simply offering it up, relinquishing control and attachment. We also explore the secondary nature of words during Satsang, recognising that the real essence of spiritual teaching lies in the transmission — the living quality of wh ..read more

In this episode we delving into the vital “descent into the heart” and embracing the felt sense of our experiencing. We discuss that sometimes nondual teachings can inadvertently neglect the richness of the pre-conceptual felt reality.  We explore the challenge of meeting life's afflictive experiences beyond thoughts, discovering tools and language to navigate this uncharted territory. We touch on practices like softening, opening, receptivity, and curiosity as ways to meet the felt sense. We use the world of Tarot symbolism, where the intellect of the Swords suit contrasts with the emoti ..read more

This week we explore and discuss the power of conscious relating and how it supports awakening and ever-deepening integration and growth.  In particular we explore our own relationship of nineteen years and how it's served as a crucible of profound spiritual insight. Hope you enjoy. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit endofseeking.substack.com ..read more

In this episode we explore the concept of living a life in service to something greater, surrendering to the flow of existence, and finding one's purpose through trust and intuition. We discuss the importance of not comparing oneself to others and instead, trusting your unique expression and what you're called to do. We also explore the significance of identifying your hierarchy of values, your North Star, your guiding light, to align your actions with your inherent highest values.  The symbolism of the cross is introduced as a representation of the intersection of the divine and human as ..read more