Growing up, I struggled with the concept of gratitude, feeling pressure to be thankful without truly understanding its depth. As a widow, this struggle intensified when faced with societal pressure to be grateful. I share personal experiences of downplaying my grief and masking my emotions to appear strong. This is a common struggle among widows – feeling the need to put on a facade while silently battling with our grief. Reflecting on my journey, I realized the importance of finding balance between honoring grief and embracing gratitude. It's about allowing both to coexist. True gratitude, I ..read more

Imagine life just starting to get good, feeling like things are finally falling into place. Seemingly worry free and looking forward to starting a new year off with a bang!  And then the unexpected happens or should I say the unexpected returns!  Just 6 weeks  after my husband died in 2018, I was diagnosed with a rare eye cancer with no cure, Ocular Melanoma. As hard as the news was to accept then, it's even harder now with a new diagnosis of Stage IV Metastatic Uveal Melanoma.  Out of all my journeys in grief, widowhood and self discovery, my cancer journey has been the ..read more

Life has a way of surprising us with unexpected twists that force us to reassess everything we once held close.  Life just threw me a curveball – my Cancer has made a surprising return, taking me into an uncertain chapter of my life, a terminal diagnosis of Stage 4 Liver Metastatic Uveal Melanoma. I find myself grappling with the profound emotions that come with living with an incurable disease and the heart-wrenching realization that my journey has an impending end. As I step into this new season of my life, my focus remains on finding joy amidst the chaos and continuing to connect wit ..read more

Growing up, I struggled with the concept of gratitude, feeling pressure to be thankful without truly understanding its depth. As a widow, this struggle intensified when faced with societal pressure to be grateful. I share personal experiences of downplaying my grief and masking my emotions to appear strong. This is a common struggle among widows – feeling the need to put on a facade while silently battling with our grief. Reflecting on my journey, I realized the importance of finding balance between honoring grief and embracing gratitude. It's about allowing both to coexist. True gratitude, I ..read more

In this deeply personal episode, I'm pulling back the curtain on a relationship journey that's been anything but easy. Over the past few years, I've stumbled, learned, and grown through the rollercoaster of love, loss, and self-discovery.  From swiping right to clinging onto hope, I'm sharing the raw, unfiltered moments of navigating romance amidst grief. It's a candid look into the messy reality of dating after loss, where red flags are waved, boundaries are blurred, and self-worth is tested.  But amidst the chaos, there's a glimmer of truth: the most important love story begins w ..read more

A Valentine's Day Special ✨? Today's episode is all about love, laughter, and a little bit of magic – because sometimes, love finds us in the most unexpected of places. Join me as I share a heartwarming love story that holds a special place in my heart. In a two part series, I'll take you on a journey through my experiences navigating the complexities of dating and relationships as a widow. Though the road may have been bumpy at times, each encounter has taught me invaluable lessons about love, loss, and the resilience of the human heart. So grab your favorite beverage, cozy up, and prepare ..read more

My recent trip to Podfest has ignited a shift in my perspective! Podfest, a haven for podcasters, exposed a truth—I've been holding back. I believe fear of rejection has tempered my honesty, and it's time to change that. I'm recalibrating the way I fuel our conversations from behind the mic. Expect to hear the unvarnished truth, the kind that might ruffle feathers or challenge comfort zones, as I commit to a podcast that's as real as the life I'm living. As we move forward, I'm thrilled to unveil a new website at www.widowyourway.com, where we can connect in various ways. You can schedule a ..read more

When dreams are deferred, what does it take to revive them amidst life's harshest trials? Embark on a journey with me in the latest episode as I share the twists and turns of my life! From sidelining dreams as a wife to discovering my own strength as a widow, and now navigating a Stage IV cancer diagnosis. All the while trying to make a difference in the world of grief, one widow at a time! My story isn't just about survival—it's a masterclass in crafting a legacy that dances with hope, touching lives, creating a narrative of courage and resilience. Join me as I pivot, fueled by the desir ..read more

You know that feeling when you give the best advise but don't take your own? Well, I've been struggling with my recent cancer diagnosis and how I'm supposed to be handling it. I'm just going to take my own advise and tell people how I feel and do what's going to make me happy! This podcast makes me happy and I want to dedicate as much time as I possibly can to it.  I want it to be a positive reminder that life after loss can be beautiful and you should always, always widow your way! Because you my friend, deserve to be "happily even after" ❤️  Enjoying the podcast? Leave a review ..read more

Ever thought about what it's like facing your own mortality while dealing with the loss of a loved one?  In this emotional episode, I share my personal journey as a Widow battling an incurable cancer. Join me as I navigate the ups and downs of grief, denial, and acceptance, shedding light on how tough it is to share this heartbreaking diagnosis with family and friends.  This episode is a testament to my friendships and a reminder of the delicate beauty of life and the strength we have to find hope in tough times. This is a heartfelt dive into my emotional rollercoaster of life.&nbs ..read more