February 23, 2024: Today, I had a surprise coming—my family and their Lithuanian friends decided to visit me in NZ! They were planning on staying a week longer and my flight was coming up so we were only going to cross paths for a day. Regardless, it felt like the greatest gift knowing I was going to connect with them in person. Angus made me some french toast, the American version. Then, we went out for ice cream and lastly, he spoiled me with my favorite pizza while we watched the last series of hiker videos. He helped me take a few buses to get to the hotel my family had booked and I waited ..read more

(X-rated) February 22, 2024: I joined Angus in the lounge area of his house while he mostly pretended to work. Instead, he was geeking out on trail videos, as was I. It was undeniable his heart was fully into life on trail. His face would light up, he was in full focus mode watching the hikers, but the second his eyes moved back to the screen on his laptop, he appeared grim. He would especially become annoyed when someone called him with work related questions. It showed through the tone of his voice that he had zero passion dealing with that stuff. He worked in the IT department. “If anythin ..read more

February 21, 2024: I left early to start my hitch to Christchurch. Initially I was going to cruise around the West Coast, however Spirit told me to stay on the east. I got a short ride from a local gentleman. He was a tour guide for NZ, taking people up mountains for short day hikes. He was excited for a certain tour he had planned for today, however he wasn’t feeling too hot so he was going to stay home with his wife for the day. I was excited to tell him about the little hedgehog I found yesterday and he said he was annoyed that they existed. “Don’t be mad at them,” I said, “they’re too cute ..read more

(X-rated) February 20, 2024: The following morning I had a breakfast date with Reece. He was taking me out to a fancy little place called The Boatshed Cafe. He told me to meet him at the boat dock. He showed up looking super classy while I was in the middle of picking spiky things off of my ripped up neon purple knee high socks. I apologized for not being able to dress up with the attire I had on me. He didn’t mind. It was a very chill date, it felt comfortable and easy going. I appreciated that he bought me food and in general was very chivalrous. I had to excuse myself early because I needed ..read more

February 19, 2024: It was time to hit the road and hitch to QT. Rhonda and Nigel were open to hosting me for a couple of nights before I hitched up to Christchurch. Sometimes I got tired of being on the road. The excitement to travel and roam was still strong, however, sometimes I wished I had a mattress to sleep on the second I felt I wanted one. There were days I didn’t want to talk to people for whatever reason, whether introversion hit me or I was experiencing physical/mental pain. But then I remembered I would be much more tired living a lifestyle that I didn’t feel suited me, such as wor ..read more

February 17-18, 2024: Lily came to clean the room while I was laying down in bed. “Do you need any help?” I asked. “You just lay there and get some rest,” she said with a smile. I had noticed the first time I went there that she had been working on some crochet pieces, so I made a comment about being a professional macramé artist. She said she knew that form of art, too, and that she had a macramé lampshade piece she had been working on for years. It was one of her unfinished projects that got stored away for a future time. “I said I would get back to it,” she said, “but that ended up gettin ..read more

February 16 2024, Gertrude Saddle Track: We left early to start our journey to Fiordland. I always seemed to make plans with people before my moon thinking I would be fine the day of, completely forgetting how painful it seemed to be every month. The cramps kicked in really hard and I felt as if I was going to cry so I did. I opened up a box of carrot cake that was probably meant for a minimum of five people, then planted my face in it as I took a large bite. I was crying while eating, asking Orange “are we there yet” every minute or so. Then, I stuffed my face with croissants. “I can’t believ ..read more

February 14 2024, Stewart Island NWC Track Day 7, Freshwater Hut to Oban: Orange asked me to cuddle him first thing in the morning. I shook my head ‘no.’ “Please?” he asked. “Only five minutes.” I felt anger at his pushing the boundary I had voiced a couple months back. We got going on trail. Once again, I felt off put for quite some time until I recognized the gift in having the opportunity to speak to him right there. “Orange, do you still like me?” I asked. “Well fock yeah!” he exclaimed. “How could I nawt?” I wasn’t specific enough. “Did ya feel uncomfortable when I asked you to cuddle?” h ..read more

February 13 2024, Stewart Island NWC Track Day 6, Big Hellfire Hut to Freshwater Hut: Today we saw a kiwi on our way down to Mason Bay Beach! I couldn’t believe it. It was my childhood dream to see one. There was a book I read as a child that wrote about them and how they could be found on Stewart Island. They were my favorite birds for a while because they looked like big balls of fluffiness. I also found it cool that they didn’t fly. I must say I was pretty surprised to find how small they were for they were often portrayed as quite big. During my walk, a dragonfly kissed my right eyeball an ..read more

(X-rated; name of hostel/people has been changed) January 25, 2024: I wish I allowed myself to feel satisfied by how much cock I received, how many men pleasured me and how many times I made myself cum, but it seemed I was an insatiable woman. This morning I was in need of Elias’s morning wood. He was the one that would give it to me quickest and the closest in my vicinity. Him still deep in sleep, I decided to enter into his dreams. Ever so gently, I placed my leg over his crotch, adding pressure into his bulge. I felt him throb just once which made my pussy pulse and legs squeeze in dire nee ..read more