I just woke up from a grisly dream. I dreamed I was a bird keeper. I had a bunch of birds of various species in cages on my property. Then I unexpectedly got sick. Something akin to a stroke. It was serious. I was away for weeks in the hospital and rehabbing afterward. When I got home, my birds were no longer alive, and animal services was after me for neglect. Nobody had stopped by to check on them while I was in the hospital. On a smaller scale, this did happen once in real life. I was hospitalized for four days, and even though family members had a key to my apartment, and I asked them to ..read more

I have sleep apnea and found in some research (I do know where to find the true stuff on the internet) that if BiPAP causes flatulence, this can be detrimental to my health and even threaten it. I have looked up devices that go in your mouth to keep your jaw from slacking. Does anyone have experience with these ..read more

I tend to gasp and my head shakes like- wake up! I don’t know what is happening. It has been 6 months. When I am about to sleep, I tend to shake my head to try shake myself awake for some reason Does this happen to you? Is it ptsd? Am I trying to prevent myself from sleeping due to fear of being unsafe while asleep? Am I stressed? Am I triggered? Do I feel unsafe? Some questions to ask my therapist ..read more

Basically in the dream a couple of people kidnapped, killed and chopped up a 5 year old kid, they got rid of the body somehow without me becoming involved, but in the dream i was taking a load of stuff to the tip and they asked me if I could take them and some stuff they were getting rid of, to the tip, so I did my tip run and took them and the bag of stuff they wanted to get rid of I then returned home with them (in the dream they lived next door to me) and the police were waiting there and then a colleague of mine was randomly there and she judged me over the fact the police were there and ..read more

When it's been 3 days of poor sleep and I'm trying to hold it together at work but I feel sick What's the best thing to do? Sent from my SM-A146U using Tapatalk ..read more

-Discuss your state of matter in relationship to the universe with your hallucinations! -Argue with the geese hiding under your bed that keep saying the earth is indeed a curve, but it's a linear curve! -Write about your sexual relationship with the moon and the stars! -Count how many hands are after you! (There's at least 15.3!) -Wonder how in the devil's world of sin you ended up in a dimension where everyone lives a different day, but somehow you're all in the same place, but you can't see them, but they're there! -Bottle your insomnia and sell it on a street corner for $50/night! What are ..read more

Three weeks ago I woke up in a fright. I don't know what my dream was about because I was in REM when I had the dream. But it made me fear the Earth's Rotations which never bothered me before. Now every once-in-awhile the thought pops into my mind about Earth spinning and I panic. This all happened because of a dream I can't remember because I was in REM ..read more

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I've had four all nighters in the past week and the other nights I've slept 40mins-3.5 hours, so yeah, I need some ******* sleep before I become a serious threat to myself or others if I'm not already there yet (and last night made me think I am but maybe my roommate is just prone to violent words). I was like "fk this" and howled with the coyotes at the moon last night. Anyways. I obviously can't do any med changes because I guess my pharmacy runs a month or two behind where the docs are at. Pdoc raised my Belsomra from 5mg to 15mg and raised my Abilify to 25mg because I'm in a "psychotic d ..read more

I live in a densely populated urban environment with many problems, and had a couple run ins with strangers that I don't know if they were mentally unstable or just plain angry tempered people because the incidents were strange within themselves. Thankfully the didn't resort to violence but came pretty close. Since then I have had several vivid dreams or nightmares that are disturbing, especially considering I rarely remember having dreams or their content. I don't know if explaining the dreams here for interpretation or explaining the confrontations that started it all it is best for me, or ..read more