Today me and my boyfriend visited the Uusikaupunki cemetery for the first time ever. There is a small section of old graves and I wanted to see them! There were few interesting gravestones, one of which towered like 4 meters in the air, as well as one that was eaten by a tree. There was also a maple that was struck by lightning. All these wonders and I took pictures of me and the leaves. I was in too much awe I guess.   I have had this Punk Rave dress for ages but I have not worn it much, but today it felt like it really fit my Fall mood. Though it feels like the sleeves of th ..read more

At the moment I am waiting for my internet to improve so I could stream. It doesn't look very good for today. But hopefully on Saturday when I want to do my birthday stream all will look better. For Saturday night I kinda want to bring boyfriends steering wheel and pedals to the computer room and play Wreckfest and maybe drink while doing that. For non stream things. I had a slight slump in my mental health and instead of it steadily improving like it has been doing for a month it took some steps back. So I took some days to just painting, playing and sleeping. Why do I get the deja vu feelin ..read more

These top pictures are from today but the rest are from the last month or so. I got sick of my long hair and yesterday I went and got half of it chopped off.   I have not taken pictures of myself for such a long time. I almost forget how.  I also feel very self conscious due to the weight I have gained. But I am working on it. Yeah yeah, I feel like I complain about this every time. I had a longish very nasty depressing period where I was pretty sure I was gonna die. A doctor removed a big annoying lump from my armpit which I was convinced was cancer or something. After waiting a ..read more

Took some outfit pictures today, and managed to take only few before it started to rain. So I decided to go with what I had and took a blanket to my computer, opened the window to listen to the rain, put on mood lights and chill with a scary story stream while making these pictures ready for the blog. It's a gray day but I love it.  Top - Boohoo Skirt - Etsy, thetutustoreuk Belt - Disturbia Thights - Leg Avenue Shoes - Demonia Collar and cuffs - Random sex shop  Tomorrow we were planning on going to the beach if it's warm enough. Might not be, but I'm sure there will be ..read more

 My boyfriend surprised me with a trip to Amsterdam for my birthday! We stayed for 4 days and went to so many places and museums and had so much fun. Here are some pictures. Some of them you might have seen if you saw them on my insta stories. Excalibur Bar Loved this bar, got their t-shirt also, I'll show it at some point cause its so cool! Basilica of Saint Nicholas Artis Zoo Heineken Experience The Heineken Experience was pretty cool, they took us to a tour on the old factory got to taste some beer, had weird light shows, got to make ..read more

I'm still alive, kinda, maybe. I have been away from my social medias for over a year. Part of it is just plain lazy most of it was emotional agony and trauma I was put through by my ex. Took me a while to heal and feel good about myself again. He turned out to be one hugely shitty person and I should have seen it coming. I was emotionally abused for 2 years straight. Lied to daily.  Finally it all came out and I left. I moved to Tampere, tried to get my life together. It felt like a hard thing at first, but after the move I realized I have never been truly happy in my old life. First ti ..read more

 I found this very cool flowy top second hand from ebay. I love everything about it, but for some reason I have found it to be a hard garment to style. But anyways here it is on me. Life seems to stand still a lot. Not much happens. I have some upcoming collabs coming up soon and I am fairly excited about those! But I'm going to keep those a secret for now! Also I am planning to stream some games today if my internet allows me to. Starting about 11-12pm eest summer time. Leather top - Second hand Satin Top - Second hand Belt - Etsy Leggings - Only Shoes - Demonia Choker - Killstar ..read more

I don't have much to say for today. Just dumping these pictures for you to look at! Bolero - Queen of Darkness Top - Boohoo  Waist belt - Poizen Industries Top skirt - Lip Service Bottom Skirt - Second hand Legwarmers - Etsy, Raintower Shoes - Demonia Scarf - Second Hand   See ya soooon ..read more

We have had a few very warm days over here, and I was already full on waiting for spring to come. But now it's snowing again. Fuk dat. The new kittens are adjusting well. Willy is still a bit skittish and still mostly sleeps in the safe place we made for them, but Tikru already loves to follow you around and observe all the things you do. But they still don't want people touching them. They just need some time. Belt - Disturbia Skirt - Shein Top - Shein Tulle skirt - Etsy Collar - Some sex shop Jacket - AliExpress Shoes - Demonia I don't know why I have been drawn to full leather loo ..read more

Oops, I missed a month. No matter. Also I am sorry if sometimes it takes me a while to publish your comments. I greatly appreciate every comment and I want to be able to see every single one and answer them, that's why I have the monitoring on. Also what on earth has happened to the world meanwhile? I'm sure you all are already so full of it so I won't get to it too much. My layoff started like a week ago, and immediately I got sick. Just a cough and a sore throat. Probably not the thing that's been going around, but annoying still. I have been feeling better today, so I decided to take some ..read more