I have never had a problem with allowing myself to be honest about this topic (especially to my step-brother Josh). I am the product of an affair and my father and his family lived 3 blocks away from my grandmother's home where I grew up. Fastforward to 2018 when I saw him for the first time since we were children. I knew the very moment he put his arms around me when we hugged that it was going to be sexual one day. Making sure to have the most "come ###$ me eyes" I sent a pic for him to use with my contact info. in his phone. A year later, I made it known that I wanted him inside me. We had ..read more

Sexaddict169 wrote: Hi This is my first post here. I am a 45 year old woman with the same obsessive fantasy I have always wanted to date a man who wanted to share me with his friends and strangers The thought of him having is friends over for a football game and I become the entertainment is an idea that I think about to much and masturbate to. I don’t know why this thought consumes me Well, I think there's a little bit of slut in a lot of us- I'm including myself in that, it's not being judgmental. I mean, in that sort of fantasy/desire, you're not only having sex, but you are casting awa ..read more

Hi This is my first post here. I am a 45 year old woman with the same obsessive fantasy I have always wanted to date a man who wanted to share me with his friends and strangers The thought of him having is friends over for a football game and I become the entertainment is an idea that I think about to much and masturbate to. I don’t know why this thought consumes me Statistics: Posted by Sexaddict169 — Mon Apr 29, 2024 1:34 am ..read more

Hello, I am new here, and this is the first time I have explored any kind of support for sex addiction. I am a 55 yo married woman, married for the second time for 5 years. While I love my husband (which sounds lame even to my ears given my behavior), I have repeatedly been unfaithful in one form or another during our entire relationship. This has ranged from chatting with men I’ve met online and sharing explicit photos and videos to actually having a one night stand. I tend to gravitate toward this behavior when I feel bored, lonely, angry, or am experiencing some other kind of negative emoti ..read more

Meth does bring out your feminine side. I've tried that devil drug several times, and every time I turn into a for the LA k of a better term "whore". I feel like I want to be gang banged and finished inside by multiple men. I have never been with anybody while spun but I crave it. I did figure out ways to make the craving disappear slightly with a toy and self exploration. But it's not just you it's the drug. It changes your testosterone and female hormone around. Your basically getting the female hormones activated in you when you use meth. You just gotta learn to curb yourself if you don't w ..read more

Hello I don't think you have had as hardcore case as mine on this forum before. I'm Darius, 40, from LA. Former football player (bench wormer for 4 years, never made seven figures) and personal trainer for past 16 years. Bull in the "lifestyle" for past 16 years as well. Addicted to sex with white women exclusively since I was 16 years old. I've had sex with 1000 (yes, that's one thousand) white women over the past 24 years. I have spent six figures on Durex XXL condoms over the same period and well over seven figures on gifts, restaurants, boutiques, hotels,.. I have filled for bankruptcy a ..read more

Snaga wrote: I think one person's moderate behavior, can be another's excessive behavior, it depends I think a large part on the person's circumstances and how disruptive it is for them. Yeah I agree.. I feel like I had a emotional Breakdown after practising 27 days of not watching porn and masturbating.. instead of feelings uplifted I was feeling like dry.. I was lashing out at my mother and employer and started to verbally abuse their family and stuff. That was crazy and I don't know I am fed up with going through the addiciton recovery stages everytime.. it's so exhausting me bringing u ..read more

I do not think that that can be seen as a problem. I mean, it is not a problem, if you are not suffering because of that and you do not force people to have sex with you. I also don´t think that every part of our personality must be related to something happened in life. We are all born different and we react also in different way to the life. I am also "overly sexual", I began very early to discover the sexuality with my sister, but both of us had and have an absolutely healthy family life. Anyway I never smoked, drink a little, eat normally. There are people cannot stop smoking or drinking a ..read more

I think one person's moderate behavior, can be another's excessive behavior, it depends I think a large part on the person's circumstances and how disruptive it is for them. Statistics: Posted by Snaga — Sun Mar 17, 2024 2:08 am ..read more

I believe it's healthy to masturbate as long as it's in an appropriate setting. I dont need to access porn every time. I can go long periods without thinking about it. When I do get the urge it usually lasts a few days. Evenings alone I can relax naked with lotion / oil and fantasize. My sessions can last all evening into the .morning. I relax and take my time. Statistics: Posted by BeachBi — Fri Mar 15, 2024 1:45 am ..read more