It's interesting being an Ex-Mormon Domme, I will assure you. One of the things that is heavily requested is a religious experience and I aim to please. Whether this is worship, confession, service, ritual, flogging and pain catharsis or simply kneeling before the altar of my body...a 'religious' experience is sure to provide you with some much needed divinity. I think that so many are looking for something to dedicate themselves to. Something beyond the realm of this reality and I know most people work a 9-5 wishing that they could live in a different world where death and taxes aren't necess ..read more

To you beautiful creatures that delight and desire this world with beauty, grace and compassion. You are the strength that the mountains emulate beneath the risen morning and fallen evening. Like your breath raises your breasts as you inhale in ecstatic revery, nature echoes your life in seasons. To you powerful creatures who deserve the utmost in devotion from those who gaze upon you as you beautify the world with color and indulgence. You who are the ones we turn to to sustain life, not just through birth, no...it is not that simple. You connect us always to the divine, to growth, to life, t ..read more

Hello to all my darling submissives who read religiously (no pun intended). My heart indeed goes to you all as you've been so good to me over the past few years of domination here in the Salt Lake City valley. There are so many changes afoot for me. First, I moved out of the dungeon and am now working out of the Lighthouse here in SLC. My Red Room, School Room, Sissy Church and Golden Altar serve me much better and I'm pleased to say that everyone who has visited me thus far is very pleased with the variety of domination options in my new space. Choose Heaven or Hell and watch how the Goddess ..read more

I'm back from Europe and back to work here in the Salt Lake Valley. Turns out that I have a burning desire to find even more submissives to serve me on a regular basis. If you've looked over my Blog, you know that I adore my servants and slaves. Currently, there is a slot open for a submissive to be a part of my ever expanding empire of Themme-domination here in Salt Lake City. What this entails is a financial tribute to my well being in exchange for attendance at events, training and mentorship on how to embody a submissive disposition, how to behave, what patterns to establish within yoursel ..read more

I'm going to start with one word... Daddy The thing about it is... you can't actually ask to be called Daddy. At least not in Dominatrix circles, that's the first sign that you are in fact NOT a 'Daddy.' What gets me in session is when I'm mid flogging and Daddy comes out and all of sudden, I'm like...'You know son, being a man means...' while they're in a mini skirt, bra and piggy tails. You can't just drop Daddy like it's hot... it takes time and it takes finesse and it takes commitment and dedication. A DICK doesn't make you Daddy. Being...a Daddy... makes you a Daddy. And if we are out her ..read more

Oh my darlings, what a month it has been. I am a Gemini and can't you tell? From the way I navigate gender to mommy and daddy play... to being the BEST/WORST decision you've ever made, there are good deeds that only devils can commit...and by God...I look like an angel. Until you realize I don't. My account on Instagram was shut down by someone insistent on thwarting my work here in the valley. The old adage of Haters gonna Hate is real here in the other valley of Sin. Good ol' Salt Lake City and I'm rebuilding my page that was so terribly torn from me. I'm still attempting to get it restored ..read more

I often get requests from Virgins, yes capital 'V' Virgins. I am elated every time...why? Nothing makes me happier than taking a sweet soul into the dungeon and having their God complex rewired, their shame spoken to and their 'sins' absolved. How many times does one have to rewire the God complex you ask? In Utah...over and over and over and over and over again. He came to me on Easter Sunday. My idea. I requested, "Sunday Best" If you know, you know. I love to get into philosophy (feel-osophy), religion, shame, guilt and the reasons why so many of the humans in my field have decided to sell ..read more

Now that the dungeon is remodeled (stunningly so I might add), we are back in business and this week's sessions brought me right back into alignment with some of my favorite play...GOOD OL' GENDERFUCKERY! It's funny to me that some of the most requested porn out there is trans porn, some of the most requested escorts are trans escorts, some of the most requested play is trans play and drumroll please...some of my most requested sessions are Genderfuxxed sessions. Y'all can pretend you ain't into it...even the good ol' boys at the state capitol in Utah with their Trans Healthcare bans can prete ..read more

We start simply enough. I tell you how to address me and it is as follows, "Goddexx." This is a moniker of deep respect and dare I say reverence (those of you who are Ex-Mormon may choke at the idea of this, but this is how it works). REVERENCE. For not only the graciousness that I exude in allowing you to observe me, indulge me, worship me, but also reverence for this thing we call being human and this form we exist in named body. "Goddexx." You breathe it in as if it were only the slightest memory of something you never dared to forget. But, it happens to us. To all of us. We forget that we ..read more

Okay, so we fantasize and play pretend every day here on the internet, in our cubicles, our houses, our marriages, our society and the way it tethers us to things that were never actually made for us... what if something was? What if you found out that the piece of your life that you only dreamed of could ACTUALLY happen and the dream...finally becomes reality. Well for someone like me, my life is my dream. I am free to create, to be, to play on my own timeline...all the time. I pride myself on this and specialize in making others dreams come true. Don't you know that that's what we really do ..read more