I just want to be boring and normal. I want to stop obsessing over new people that give me attention. I want to stop these urges to go have sex with anyone to numb these emotions. I'm tired of the roller coaster of emotions. I sit in trauma therapy unsure about what shitty thing in my life to talk about and what thing will not send me in a spiral and dissociate for months on end. I feel like I'm constantly in this hole where I'm adding soil to bring me up to the surface, then something triggers me and the soil collapses under my feet. I don't know how to build a foundation and I'm tired of it ..read more

Disclaimer: self harm , lots of cringe and sexual misconduct from early age, suicide attempts , bad stories about terrible things and overall not good things to be reading on a Saturday night. Hi 23 m here so I’ve got a lot to get off my chest but this is just me causal writing but I can’t state this enough that I’m coming to a close of a good 23 year run of life on this earth. There a multiple instances when I have done people wrong in incomplete ways and broken hearts of people that I thought would be there forever for me and this instance has been boughten up multiple times. I’ve been sexu ..read more

I despise myself being one. Really I’m scared of attention, but somehow I just desperately want it. Somehow I always feel important, even though I really understand that life shouldn’t be all for myself, I know the Earth doesn’t go around me. I can’t stop. My brain somehow thinks of ways to gain attention from friends and family, somehow it’s thinking that I’m the best, somehow, I just can’t be a good person without being very fake, to fake being a good person just so others can remember me, not genuinely helping someone, not genuinely being there for a friend, for a family member who was on ..read more

I am a female in my mid 20’s. I was born with cognitive developmental disabilities and had lots of health issues. Growing up with lots of hospital admissions I couldn’t really have a normal childhood. Fast forward to today I have a bit more health issues that affect me in my day to day life. Sometimes I feel that I can’t be a functional member of society because of my disabilities. I think that I am unloveable because I am not as smart or fast as everyone else. I am slow but I can do what everyone does but I take more time to process things. I have recently have feeling of sadness because no ..read more

Currently sitting in my car at 11:47 at night crying my eyes out. I feel unseen, unheard, like I don’t matter..I fucking hate myself I fucking hate my life submitted by /u/Far-Transition2752 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I want to overdose so much please someone talk me out of it now please. Im in full total encompassing terror and panic, i cant think about anything else and i need to get out submitted by /u/suicidecat93 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

can someone please talk to me? it’s 1:30 am and everyone is asleep but its getting bad again. i don’t know what to do, i feel like the only person on the planet submitted by /u/cutepuppy772 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

Hi im the one from earlier who overdosed and was asking for tips on how to flush my own stomach. I went to the ER and they discharged me like 6 hours later im not getting sent to a mental hospital. I will say though my stomach still feels sick from it and the IV was awful i hate needles so much. but i am okay !! submitted by /u/sooyaslove [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

In a room full of people I'm still alone. I am invisible to those that love me and those that I love. submitted by /u/anonymousasshat01 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I want to wake up and find myself a kid in 2000. Before my entire world came crashing down. I wanna remember all of this and just fix my life for the better. This can’t be real. I think I’m gonna go insane from all of my problems. submitted by /u/Zeverhwhy [visit reddit] [comments ..read more