A few days ago I’ve considered acting upon my suicidal thoughts and take my own life, after 27 years on this world. I don’t know when exactly everything went horribly wrong in my life to be honest. It seems to me like I’ve been depressed my whole life. I’m not sure how I’d describe my childhood or even where to start but there are a few parts that stand out and made me who I am today. For instance, I’ve always been a very quiet and very private person that kept everything to himself. As a child, I’d play with my older brother (4 years a part) from time to time, fight him from time to time, ju ..read more

I dont have any friends my fam is really fucked up my entire life has been misery i dont exactly feel like talking about it is really worth it but i gotta make this post longer lol so might as well... submitted by /u/werefriendsnow [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I have always had this problem, where I wake up extremely sad and with a lot of anxiety. In those moments I tend to get very impulsive and do things that I don't mean to. It's like walking in the dark and not knowing what is going on. I kept calling my friends repeatedly and I think they have given up on me. I made my best friend hate me. It sometimes feel like I'm not in my own control. I have tried to kill myself multiple times. I cut myself regularly. I have starved myself for days and to the point where my cuts won't bleed anymore. I have beaten myself up (physically and mentally). I rece ..read more

19, Male, English. 2 months from finishing college, been applying for jobs damn near hopelessly. I hate the idea of working anyway I just need the money to get by, as most people do. The job search is hell, the idea of having a job is hell. I hate the state of the world, so ungrateful and overcomplicated. Anyone who says to get a job I enjoy. Even if there was something I wanted I can't just get it. Picking all the best options just means lower odds of getting picked. I can't get a damn job. They can't even get a bot to send me a rejection those lazy bastards. So I can't get a job good or bad ..read more

Life for me absolutely sucks right now. A few weeks ago my relationship of 7 years came to an end. My brother passed away last year around this time. I don’t know where I am going in life anymore. I’ve lost interest in things I once really loved. I keep having these terrible lucid nightmares. I wake up feeling drained just about everyday now. I just truly want to give up; like, I’m not sure if I can keep fighting this pain everyday. Knowing this reality just makes me even more sad. I thought I was a really strong individual, but all these experiences from a few weeks ago to a few years ago, h ..read more

Feel like i need a break week, without job or university. Just a week to play games, sleep and eat junk food. submitted by /u/potato_shitLOL [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

Like it's actually unbearable people are idiots and selfish, they lack intelligence and the slightest ounce of empathy. I really can't stand this place, history repeats itself but with "subtle nuances" but it's still the same crap! I'm depressed and in very bad health for the past 4 weeks everything has been crap for me my health has gone badly then I caught the flu twice then I got this injury which has destroyed my routine completely then another bad thing happened to my health(don't want to talk about it). I'm jobless, career less,I'm on "health benefits" and the world hates sick people(pe ..read more

I don’t go out anymore.. I have no desire to be out or around people. When I do leave the house honestly I wouldn’t mind dying or being in an accident. I feel like life is pointless, work sleep repeat. I was SA couple months ago and my friend didn’t believe me(& all her other friends), I’ve felt lost ever since… afraid to go out and run into her.. I felt like I lost a part of myself submitted by /u/palmtreeparadisee [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

A week ago the sight of a blue car would’ve made my day. To think that the person behind the week could be the one that I love. Even more if there was a blue car parked outside of my workplace, I knew for sure that my day was going to go well. I never bothered to learn the model of the car nor the plates. Now that I don’t see her and that we’re not really on speaking terms anymore, all I see are blue cars. Even if I’m deep in thought, all of my concentration will break as soon as I see a blue car. I know that every time I see a blue car, she won’t be behind the wheel but I desperately wish sh ..read more

I broke my girlfriends’ heart and am trying to make up for it. It seems helpless. But I know we still love one another. I have to fix it. Without her my life is nothing. She gives my life meaning. submitted by /u/andrewlyon8 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more