I’m at the clinic and honestly, the food doesn't even look bad but I can see noodles and other that that I have no idea what’s in it and idk what to do, there I also a dessert with it, with the ingredients listen I can eat that, well now easily at least, but I’m scared cuz of the carbs for some reason submitted by /u/bookworm352 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

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I have my libido back. Not going to lie, sex was the worse when I was UW. I was dry as hell, never h0rny — I felt bad for my husband. Now omfg, I forgot how amazing sex is. Doesn’t help that I’m in my late 20’s and my body clock is probably telling me to have kids now (no thx) so I’m feeling extra h0rny like when I was 15. Sorry, hella tmi but this is edanon after all submitted by /u/lovenote123 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

ignoring my body, my face itself looked so much prettier when i was skinny. i was hoping it was puberty that made it nicer and it was a coincidence that it got like that when i lost weight but now that ive gained it looks like it did pre ed. its not obviously chubby, it just looks ugly shaped.when i was skinny i didn’t look sunken but my jaw was sharp. now it looks like a potato shape, not straight up chubby cheeks and chin, seems like i am genetically ugly. submitted by /u/rawrimback [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I odnt want to die i dont want to die i love life i love friends and music and family and coffee and natutr and laughing and school But its all ruined it is all being over taken by my bbody and by eating i dont want a physical for anymore. I would never ever kill mysrlf ever. I lsot a cousin to suicide and it completely ravaged our family. I would never ever do that. I also wouldnt put myself in a situatio nwhere my lifenwould be in dnager. But my god i want this body gone.I cant wait to be free from this burden. I hate it . I feel soctrapped/ I feel so trapped and it feels like ill never be ..read more

Just got my official acceptance letter today to go study abroad in Finland this autumn semester!!! I'm so ridiculously excited and this has motivated me so much to kick myself into gear again! I don't want to mess this experience up for myself and I want to be at the healthiest place I can be at mentally and physically for this adventure! So I'm going to start pushing myself harder again and crawl back from this annoying relapse/quasi recovery phase I've been stuck in for weeks now because I've let it go on for too long. Ngl I'm also a bit scared to be alone abroad because it would be easy to ..read more

in 3 whole fucking months, eating at max 800 cal and burning 1650+, ive only lost 3 fucking pounds im going to fucking lose my shit. why cant i just not be fat??? why does nothing i do work?? why cant my body just lose fucking weight??? im eating under 400 i should be losing at least 2lbs a week, instead i lost 3 fucking pounds in 3 fucking months. i hate my fucking body i just want to slice the ft off with a blade at this point im losing my shit submitted by /u/sneepsnart [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

Is anyone else hyper fixated on food? My favourite place to go is the supermarket. I always go and do the weekly shop with my mum and take every other opportunity to go. I love looking around and seeing all the different foods. All the different brands and all the different flavours. And when I'm bored I'll go on online food shops and spend ages scrolling through all the options. And occasionally I'll find new potential safe foods. I love looking at pictures of visually appealing food on Pinterest and I love baking for everyone else. Maybe it's because I want what I can't have? I don't look a ..read more

I've somewhere picked up the habit of just eating handfuls of muesli as a sortof comfort food. Today I just kept eating muesli until I finally decided to put my foot down and actually look up how much muesli I eat per handful and calculated the approximate calories in that and now my mental state is worse than before... This isn't the first time that this kind of thing happened either, nuts were another food I just kinda ate whenever I was peckish and until I calculated the calories in one hand of nuts, now I still eat quite a lot of nuts but hate myself whenever I'm doing it. submitted by ..read more

we are very similar in many ways, i really love him, but ever since I met him i have relapsed really hard. In a way its the best thing that has happened regarding my ed, because I dont even have the capacity to think of binging, becuase the pressure is real. On top of him being a skinny legend he also looks like timothee chalamet, another dude that triggers my ed :))))))))) before we started dating I would get so excited to starve so that the next time he will see me I will be skinnier and skinnier. This is so fucking addicting like heroin, the high, that you have walking thinspo in front of ..read more