i just wonder could there be a place for the long termers those who have had illness since 19 with the start of commmunity care, remember the old bins, rethink called us the forgotton generation were lack of symptoms isn't fitness for work and old as well, then rethink been a carers org it morphed into those living with elderly carers i even remember before community care took off, in mapperley below me was castle ward a long term mens ward, mssive muscular male nurses, if you ended up on... Read more ..read more

i feel like im cheating while taking supplements. people say to do naturally but i take supplements i feel like im not do it right but im losing weight im 263 now. I just follow one my favorite youtubers that died recently rich piana whatever it takes. im using all my resources. do you guys think its cheating for taking supplements or smart. or whatever it takes to reach the goal. im beening taking this fat burner called eliminate from huge supplements its been working pretty well with diet... Read more ..read more

The last few years, I find myself taking years to react to general life problems whether it be about my health or things need to be done and even when things break in my home, for example, my washing machine broke in 2015 and I only got it replaced last year even though all I had to do to get it replaced was send a text message but it's like I was completely incapable of doing that, I think the new meds have helped a lot because I have got a lot done this past year ..read more

Does anyone else's tv talk to the from time to time? (Commercials etc ..read more

Like I try, but what I try is very little. Then, if I try my hardest, it is not enough. And when I go to therapy, I can only say boring shit. I can't put effort into anything, and I can't put emotion into anything ..read more

You can move things around. Big woop ..read more

I am supposed to volunteer first before getting hired and I really needed the money...sad ..read more

My image is of a nice person, but my lounge is littered with empty lager cans, pizza boxes, dirt cheap whisky, and takeout boxes ..read more

Concrete thinking occurs when somebody has an experience whether it is a sense such as touch or sight and doesn't draw any meaning or conclusion of the fact. This is a negative symptom in schizophrenia. People see "it is what it is" and don't look past that. The apple is an apple Abstract thinking allows somebody to draw conclusions or generalizations from what they are currently perceiving. They can draw loose associations and put pieces of puzzles together in what normally wouldn't be... Read more ..read more

I was on 7.5mg of olanzapine plus my abilify depot which I found to be not enough but I've been on a higher dose of the olanzapine for almost 2 weeks now and I think things have settled, I don't like the olanzapine but I find it to be more helpful than the extra 10mg of abilify because I have had no thoughts around stopping meds since I started it because I get this thought in my head that there is nothing wrong with me and it's all just a big trick to get me to take mind control drugs but... Read more ..read more