I had a huge mental health crisis around April/May. I first noticed that I had a problem with binge drinking in February, and when I lost my job shortly after that, it spiralled VERY quickly. I ended up homeless and a missing person in a different city, within seven days. My family went through a lot of effort and flew to the neighbouring city to find me. I had a relapse about six weeks ago and I told my brother what happened. I offered to show him my transaction history to prove, as much... Read more ..read more

These are 2 important factors that one must recognize in order to understand the cycle of addiction. Tolerance is when a person needs more amount of the drug/alcohol to get the same effect that they did previously. It means that using the same amount of substance has less of an effect on the individual. People will usually take more and more of their drug of choice just to chase that high/drunk. "Chasing the dragon". It's common for people to say that I just want to get high/drunk like I... Read more ..read more

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Anxiety (health anxiety to be exact), was literally starting to ruin my life. Panic attacks, paranoia, fear all the time, typical anxiety symptoms. I went on anti depressants as per the doctor but they made my depression worse (have suffered with this for years since my teens, currently 32), to the point were I was self harming and feeling very outer body and not like myself, so I stopped them and stick to drink, which I have done for the past 9-10 months, probably going about 3 nights max... Read more ..read more

First of all, I'd like to introduce myself. I am an 18-year-old male living in a big city in Germany. I've experimented with a wide range of drugs, from weed to oxys to LSD. I've tried almost everything under the sun, and I've been on and off various substances for the past 4 years. I never felt truly addicted, as I usually only used each drug for a few weeks or months before moving on to another one. Although I don't believe I need assistance, whenever I share my experiences—even with... Read more ..read more

Mine is 4-aco-DMT ..read more

All I think about is drugs. It fucken sucks ..read more

Going without drugs is like going without oxygen. It fucken sucks ..read more

i need to vent here: my mom died before i could get my sh*t together and stop doing drugs. i was in the middle of a relapse on meth when she died. i immediately went home & grieved with my family. she died on christmas 2021 from covid. but like i was too busy running around doing whatever the hell i wanted to really grieve and then i started going to meetings when she died i made an effort. i tried to be a better person. and then i got thrown out of my grandmother's house again. and i... Read more ..read more

anyone know what drugs is cooked as a liquid in the oven in a baking tray, and slowly moving the liquid around? Said it was "toffee", fumes gave me brain damage ..read more