I closed my eyes as tightly as I could and blocked my vision and third eye as tightly and as strongly as I could until I could no more. When I let go, eyes closed, in my vision, I saw bright stars racing towards and past me for a moment then back again. It then settled and came to a stop and I saw rainbow, cystal and diamond birds of light flying, in my vision. It was very bright and amazing. Then my vision went back to normal. Spectacular. Adam ..read more

After two years of struggling,I failed to enter university (if u follow my other threads, I have thought of suicide because of this), I hate what I am studying so I didnt do well, but for subjects that I like I can perform really well like getting A grade. Anyway, its over.Thinking I can no longer fufill this dream anymore, even I try again when I earn the money it wont be the exact experience I want to have in my life, like a random 30yrs old dude try to do stuff with a bunch of teens... Read more ..read more

I had a delusion back in 2014 that I no longer believe but then I have what doctors call delusions but i don't think they are but those experiences have been present the whole time along with what i understand to be potentially delusional thinking, I just wonder if those thoughts will be with me forever or will they slowly disappear over time ..read more

I have heaviness, lack of concentration and haziness. Please help ..read more

Hello! My name is Mollie and I’m 21 and I’m not really sure what to say here! I’m new to the internet forum stuff and am here to try and combat my loneliness and isolation at the moment. I’ve had mental health issues for the last 10 or so years, and have found myself progressively becoming more and more cut off the worse the brain stuff gets! I’m really looking to make some friends but don’t have an easy time knowing where to start ..read more

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There are people projecting on me. It's putting so much stress on my body. What should I do? I don't know why they want to stress me out to this extent, I never did anything to him. I never did anything to her. There's obviously no fear of something happening, but they are harassing me like I am the most ignorant person to set myself up. But they set me up ..read more

Hi all, Hope it is okay to post in this forum My dad has been given a short time to live. It's always just been him, my sister and me as my mam died when I was young. I'm completely heartbroken, I can't process any of this and I'm constantly freaking out at the thought of losing him. I don't wanna lose my best friend ? Hope you guys are all okay ..read more

I had a huge mental health crisis around April/May. I first noticed that I had a problem with binge drinking in February, and when I lost my job shortly after that, it spiralled VERY quickly. I ended up homeless and a missing person in a different city, within seven days. My family went through a lot of effort and flew to the neighbouring city to find me. I had a relapse about six weeks ago and I told my brother what happened. I offered to show him my transaction history to prove, as much... Read more ..read more

Read my first thread Here so you get the first part. . . Today, me and her talked, and she fully admitted to me that she "forgets i exist", which shocked me and it really hurt too. Then I asked her "So, you forget that we're in a relationship too". . She said "yeah I do". . . . We talked civilly. I'm 100% hurt, not upset, so I didn't yell or anything at her. We're getting together tomorrow, and again on Thursday (Going to a baseball game). She said "maybe the game will give me... Read more ..read more