Did you watch the tattoo? This sort of thing helps me through the long depressions ..read more

I feel like I get angry at everything. But that’s because everything is annoying. Today, a story came out that a player from one of the worst teams in the National Rugby League left training because he was unhappy with the punishment he received for being late. The player was asked to get involved in a 12-on-1 wrestling session. I don’t know the context, maybe that’s an exercise they do all the time anyway. But it seems like that’s a huge risk for not much reward. However, the general... Read more ..read more

Psychiatric Journals’ Pro-Pharma Publication Bias Hides Suicide Risk of Antidepressants Selective publication bias in top psychiatric journals was not explained by the quality of the studies, but by financial ties to pharma. www.madinamerica.com ..read more

22 male. From childhood i was too much into daydreaming and i use to thought that it is going to be my reality when i grow up. It was not fantasy but real life scenarios. I use to day dream like i am giving interviews to media and i am a big personality. In reality i have achieved nothing. I realised it too late when i reached 22. Then i started having a fear of being sexual attracted to gays. It was never before. I started having fear of god. I have sudden mood swings. I just create... Read more ..read more

Hello to anyone that may be reading this. I am a male student in the UK. In the past I've always achieved grades that I'm more than satisfied with and have held high hopes of a successful career. My parents are incredibly supportive in everything that I do, and on the whole I feel happy with my friend group and have never really had issues in that regard. However, things have taken a turn for the worse recently. It's that social aspect that I'm particularly concerned about. For some... Read more ..read more

I don't really *want* to kill myself. I don't enjoy life, I don't see any purpose for it, I don't want to graduate and have to figure out what to do with my life, I hate people, I'm aromantic and asexual so I don't seek a relationship either. I spend most of my time just looking through memes, watching anime or playing video games. I love fiction and I spend a lot of time in my head interacting with people that don't exist, no one in real life seems to be a le to compete with them. So - I... Read more ..read more

I don't have anyone left to talk to ..read more

I've never posted on a forum like this before but..... I'm turning 26 soon. I've been battling with horrible depression and anxiety alone for 8 years now and I'm finally starting to break. I'm a year into medical school, finally getting what I always wanted and I just feel empty. I find little joy in anything, and I'm terrified I'll wind up alone and depressed the rest of my life. I'm seeing someone but constantly am terrified they'll leave and I'll be alone again, even though I still feel... Read more ..read more

I feel like crap. I keep crying and crying. I am completely alone with depression. I think God has abandoned me. My mother doesn't understand how I feel. The therapists just blame me and no help. I have constant mood swings and no one gives a damn. I just want to be hospitalized. I would like stronger drugs to take my mind off the shit in my life. I hope to reach God soon. This world is not made for me. I am too sensitive, as my therapist says. My comforting thought is to be in a white room... Read more ..read more

I never felt so broken before. I loss My Monty. Writing here is difficult. I can’t express with words the huge love and connection I had with my dog ( Monty my love). I can’t express the pain I am having after he left. He was my best friend/ my love , my all. We went to many many places and did millions things together. I think I am writing here to get this pain out of my chest. I had to put him sleep after almost 11 years together. All my life I felt confident, I felt secure , strong ... Read more ..read more