Chegbe's Diary
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Mind of a Thousand Thoughts.
Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
I could feel it
I could feel you
I could tell what aches your heart
What makes you solemn
We are all imperfect
A flaw in our stars
That's divine
And we can't deny its existence
We will glow
This I am certain
We will sparkle
Sparkle through our scars
Sparkle through our imperfections
This is what we are created for
Proud properties of our flaws
This is who we are
Imperfect perfection.
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Your presence
Ever glowing
Always flowing
Oh! Glory.
Ignite the passion in me
I want to feel
I want to heal
Heal from my feebleness
Salve of Gilead
My helper and guide
Save me from this chaos
The chaos of life
Set the wind of fruitfulness
Your words make me feel
I surmise in you
No limit to what you can achieve
My Lord and Savior
Redeem me.
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
They all got to me
Your words
Your actions
Piercing through the layers of my skin
Marring every part of my essence
Placing a scar
Trails of your madness
Sad they still hunt me
Delighted I Felt it deep
A bittersweet feeling
Years went by
At the sight of the scar
They still haunt me
Placing a fresh reminder
Speaking softly into my ear
Saying your name as it is.
"Scarlett"
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Love
A lethal element
Some sort of emotion
Destructive I'd affirm
Often
Precarious
Undervalued
Misapplied
it is unstable
having its highs and lows
triggering all sort of doubts
Poisonous in a way
Ruining one's heart
Unhurriedly, it burns the mind
Makes the soul-weary to give all it has
Cages a being for a lifetime
a tale of the loved
How terrible it squeaks
Broken hearts never mend
That is how devastating it seems
Perhaps that's insanity.
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loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction.
This is unending.
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Walking back Home alone
Music to the ears
Grateful for the long day
Hopeful for a new day
It dawned on me I had not penned my reflections
"This is Thursday"
What's in the past I'd like to feel?
Checking Every receptacle of my thoughts
Plundering on every emotion I had felt
Weighing every reminiscence like a Goldsmith
Adding up every ounce of them to make it worth it...
Realizing how much time I had expended
I came to my senses.
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If the past were to come back to life
Where would we begin when it comes from the dead?
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Mourning the loss of it.
Getting hold of self.
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Today
Tomorrow
And the day keeps counting
Getting older by the second
Getting deeper into the unknown
Unsure of the next moment
Raising fears and keeping hopes
Nothing feels better than flowing with the tide.
Seeing to it you don't get drowned by the activities along the way.
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Sometimes,
It is overwhelming
I mean, you act like you don't care
Focusing on self
Breaking and mending
Healing and leading
Realizing you are being looked up to
Perhaps as a leader
Or some sort of a guide
Who cares to know the ordeal along the way?
It isn't all rosy you know...
But then
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Reading between the smiles
Sensing a fake one from miles away
Getting zoned out
Out of every verity that was manipulated
Keeping it real...
Real enough to know when it was time to find my way.
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Wasn't vulnerable
Just natures way of blessing my kind
Placing a large heart
Giving but never wanting
Getting happier
Going dark
Finding light
Losing out
Winning in
But then,
I got this clear
Clear along the path...
I am not entitled to your existence
*
It is what it is..
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
At some point
I knew I was free...
No rules binding
Except for the laws I had from birth
This path
Tho dreaded
It beams freedom
It smells freedom
Is this lavender
Or some pleasant perfumes from a departing plant?
Excited about this adventure.
Would you mind joining me?
*
Knocked to slumber by an enchanting wind
Dreaming in my dream
Floating in my delusions
There you are.
Reading this with my voice in your head.
*
Aurora
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Awesome father
I am nothing without you
Nothing
Not in life
Not in death
You are my all and being
You are my Love and Lord
My get away from sin and pride
My way
My path
My light.
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Doesn't it feel amazing acknowledging
His presence
Guidance
Grace
And love?
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Is this the profusion of blessings attached to His presence?
If this is it.
Make my daily life enjoy your presence
Make my being your sanctuary
Make me a vessel of glory
Father
I can't get enough
I really can't get enough
Enough of you.
My Lord and I
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Chegbe's Diary
3y ago
Jumping
Not sure of what I might plunge into
Testing the length of my insanity
Acknowledging my jeopardy
Something of double ends
something I might be sorry for
If they both turn out the way it chose to.
Life's crazy
And you must be crazy enough to withstand it's hassles
Crazy enough to admit your fate
Crazy enough to accept the responsibility
Responsibility for your actions
Choices
Decisions
And nature's will.
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If I were nuts
Admitting it tells how sound I am
And if I were sound
What rights do I have to admit I am nuts?
Twist of fate.
*
Far from being insane.
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