A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. Today I wrote about achieving 10 weeks of sobriety and what's changed physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. Today I vented a little about my sponsor.  I mostly wrote about letting go of things and letting God control and guide my life ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. Today I talked about what would happen if I decided to drink.  I either get drunk now or later.  If I pick up my first drink, it's not a matter of if, it's a matter of when.  I went on to talk about how I'm worth it.  My sobriety is for myself.  I don't owe it to anyone to have to drink ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. My continued back story.  I moved to the Philippines to be with my love ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. Today I continued my back story.  I was jailed, lost my license for a longer period, faced more jail time, was kicked out of military, and fired from job.  I fell apart mentally and emotionally but kept going forward studying my CPA exam.  I moved out of my home into my own apartment where I did nothing but study for about 8 months.  I continued my drinking while doing so ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. My continued back story.  I got my second DUI after driving while blackout drunk.  I was in trouble with the law, went to inpatient treatment and started talking to a Psychologist and Veterans Service Officer about PTSD. Started drinking again after 3 months of sobriety ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. My continued back story.  I started college for my 2nd Bachelor's in Accounting.  Was drinking heavier than ever before, couldn't keep a job, was transferred units in the Army, and served on State Active Duty during the North Dakotan Pipeline Protests.  No Dakota Access Pipeline.  My drinking ensued...on and off ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. My continued back story.  I was out of military, got fired from coal yard, moved back home, took another laborer position and lived with my dad.  Army contacted me and told me to report to drill.  I was to be an Army Cook.   I was sober for all of this ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. My continued back story.  I turned myself into my chain of command in the army that I was using drugs.  Then began the process of discharging me from the military.  I stayed in college, took a job out of state, started working as a laborer in a coal yard and was out of the military (or so I thought).  I was started abstinence from alcohol again ..read more

A daily chronological log/journal of sobriety beginning from day 2. Continued back story.  Parents divorced, I was full of anger, confusion and sadness.  I dropped out of school, worked a crap job while returning to drinking.  Bad neighbors caused additional hardship, I almost hurt someone but reported myself into the Veterans Hospital ..read more