The Lord gave me a vision inside of a dream a handful of years ago that He has told me to speak on. In the vision I was married, and my husband and I knew we needed to get packed up because we were going on a trip. Something was coming that was dangerous so we told the kids to get the animals put into cages so we could take them with us also. My husband and I walked away from the children and up a dirt road to complete something that needed to be done for us to leave when a big mansion on a hill caught my attention. I had not seen it just an instant before but it appeared before me and I was d ..read more

It is funny how things work out with the Lord. Over a series of events in the last 24 hours of my life, the Lord has been able to let me see ways within my own spirit that have been displeasing to Him but that I could not see this fact for myself. My displeasing behavior at certain times that were tied to events that have taken place in my past. I could not perceive it, and it had to be handled in a specific way for me to be able to perceive it from God. The things I have been through in my life have given me issues that God has had to work me through. I used to be a wild, abused little girl ..read more

I have found that this walk I am on is almost too much to accept. The internal pain I feel from something that has ripped or broken inside of me is something that I cannot even think about. It has become a nagging thought within my brain that I cannot tune out. I have been battling trying to refuse any thought to enter my mind regarding this, other than God is in complete control of my physical body. It has become the biggest battle I have walked through so far in my life. I am weak and I pray my Father will make me strong. I am recovering from two areas where I let my guard down and the enemy ..read more

I have copied below the cover letter I have written to include with the medical files I am submitting to a new surgeon at OU Hospital that I want to see. I pray she will take me. It is hard for me to remember, let alone describe how hard the road has been for me. I have a headache now from having to type this all up and think about it. Father direct your servant where you would have her go. AMEN July 9, 2022 Dr. Algan, I do not know where to begin because it is so much.  I hope you will help me.  I understand that you are very particular about who you will accept as a patient, and th ..read more

September 23, 2017, is the date I became POA for my younger sister, Ruth. The reason was that I had just found out our mother was going to die and had only a couple of years. I wanted to take the burden of my sister off my parents that they had been under, so they could focus on each other. The reason being when my mom was pregnant with Ruth the water in Park City, Kansas was contaminated. All the women that were pregnant at that time had kids with some learning disabilities. Ruth was homeschooled by our mother, who before having children was a music teacher. My sister had gotten married at a ..read more

When my mom was walking out her last couple of years on this planet I was traumatized when I saw what her bad food choices had done to her liver. If you have not witnessed someone pass away from this it is just awful. She had been diagnosed with liver cirrhosis due to a fatty liver. I began to freak out about the pain pills I had to take every day to function and then began to look into the medical marijuana option which had become legal in the state of Oklahoma. It was something that I prayed about and put into the hands of the Lord. I thought that anything dealing with marijuana had to do wi ..read more

I have two confirmations from the Lord that I will hold onto for the rest of my time here on this planet. For both of these requests, the Lord answered me by telling me to go somewhere for confirmation, which was out of my normal routine. In both these situations, He instructed me to go to a different church than I normally would go to. This happened once on a Sunday morning, and once on a Wednesday night. I had asked the Lord for confirmation regarding me speaking in front of people because that is something that did not come naturally to me and it wasn’t fun. I went to the church the Lord di ..read more

What the Lord has told me to tell is way out there, but I saw it with my own two eyes. My sister is a hard-core Christian that loves Jesus with her heart. We both have the gift of discerning spirits: When we were still living together as I was working on myself and my marriage some bizarre things happened to me that hadn’t happened before. I understand that some will want to say there is no way this could have happened because my sister is a Follower of Jesus (this shall be my new title as I DO NOT want to be put in with the group who use the name Christian so loosely) and the evil one could ..read more

This past October was a year that my brother in love had left his earthly walk in this life. He had a form of cancer that ate away the skin on his face. His mom and I cared for him in the end. He refused medical treatment so you can only imagine what the site looked like. In the end, it was the entire right side of his face. This situation was a great source of stress for his mother and me. With him refusing the medical treatment somehow we found ourselves on this path that we didn’t see ourselves on. Previously I had offered to set him up with food stamps and medical through the state. I had ..read more

I am the good Shepherd, and I know My own, and My own know Me! John 10:14 My sheep hear My voice and I know them, and they know them, and they follow Me. John 10:14 Prophet [S] (Heb. nabi, from a root meaning “to bubble forth, as from a fountain,” hence “to utter”, Compare Psalms 45:1 ). This Hebrew word is the first and the most generally used for a prophet. In the time of Samuel another word, ro’eh , “seer”, began to be used ( 1 Samuel 9:9 ). It occurs seven times in reference to Samuel. Afterwards another word, hozeh , “seer” ( 2 Samuel 24:1 ..read more