When I wake to see the sunshine through the curtains, I wish my eyes would close tightly shut to bring the darkness back again. Because without the rain and just the clear blue sky's I feel worse there goes another beautiful day to pass me by. I now all I can do is try to sleep it away and hope for darkness later in the day. When the sun is there shining bright in the sky its just a reminder that right now life is just passing me by. Through know fault of my own see depression just phoned and it's taking a bigger hold. I want the rain and dark clouds to reappear that way I know I'm not missing ..read more