Many times I’ve put my fingers on my computer to write to you all. To check in with my dear friends around the world and share with you my journey and experience now. But my thoughts and inspirations are coming in so quickly and seemingly chaotic, leaving before I can take my next breath. All my news and inspirations gone. Returning to the silence and vast nothingness outside of me. IAM doing good, better than I thought I would. I have some really great days with myself and with friends. IAM pretty much up-to-date with everything and IAM fully absorbed in my latest (and maybe last) MasterCre ..read more

So much has happened this past month since I last wrote, little things, huge things, good things, uncomfortable things and sad things. Each time something happened I wanted to write about it, sharing my waves of emotion. But then the next wave moves in and the next and I don’t remember it all anymore! I celebrated all my happenings well, embracing it all, alone and with dear friends. I’ve made some pictures, videos and a poem which I’ve dotted around this post for you all to celebrate life with me in this now moment! After a few days of quiet time, recovering from my birthday week and the one ..read more

IAM That IAM IAM neither Religious nor Spiritual I chose long ago not to be labeled fall in with the crowd certify to be known or follow the fashion and anything normal I do things my way consciously in each moment I sense the part of me connected to Our Magnificent World an invisible presence who listens to my every desire Call it Love God or Consciousness a feeling of unconditional love waiting patiently to be felt, recognised and trusted to to lead the way Away from everything known everything fearful and untrue to a magical place beyond to remember the Divine loving being IAM It takes tim ..read more

Umm… I mumble Farewell 2022 under my breath and I feel again this gulf of emotion exploding within me whenever I think about moving out of this year. This year, the year Tom and I physically separate and IAM left swimming in a world of disbelief, not wanting to let go of this last year we had together! Only 1 full day to go and I have to say farewell to 2022! How can I leave Tom here, leave our relationship here, leave our magnificent life here? Tears fall again, as I feel into this forced surrender… I really don’t want to move on I don’t want to move on without my love and best friend, my To ..read more

Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas and New Year… 2023! No matter what you’re going through or how the world plays out, look within, love and care for yourself like no other, love the ones around you, focus on your grand dream AND shine your light. IAM shining mine and together we are being the change. Just trust and have faith that you and me are the dynamic game changes. What a roller coaster year this has been for me. I’ve never felt so broken and tearful, and feel as if I’ve been carved down to my very bone. Thankfully locked in my isolated darkness, I remembered my Human journey is l ..read more

IAM actually missing blogging and hearing from you all here so frequently! How about that! Not that it’s going to make me continue blogging daily, but it has made me prioritise reading more blogs, commenting and writing weekly. Rather than leave it until I feel in the mood or inspirational. I’ve proved to myself that inspiration comes when you intend and allow yourself to be receptive for change and for creation. IAM the creator of my life. IAM also sensing how my mood can easily flow with the fast and furious ups and downs that are a consequence of the incoming potent energies, here to bring ..read more

I feel a little sad at this being the last blog post for a while I’ve enjoyed myself immensely and want to say a big thankyou to my lovely Divine friend Ka who’s idea it was for this REBLOGATHON. AND to Rara for her dedication to the cheer peppers! I take a bow to both you ladies and hope we keep meeting here as we blog, sharing our stories. I’ll be back though, just less frequently and share my continued love story, not just the one I have with my love, Tom but the one I have with myself. I suppose you can say they were always merged but now our story is truly merged. So Mark, thankyou for y ..read more

I’ve never been one to discuss in-depth details of my life. This is because I appreciate getting to the point, as there is only so much time everyone has to listen, read or be with you, and surely the nitty gritty details are for you to digest and ponder on yourself! I say this because I feel my blogging everyday this November may have crossed some boundaries! But I feel I needed it. I needed to share some deep daily musings as it helps me organise my thoughts and life at the moment. AND sometimes you just need to be around others who will listen, who will share your space and love you uncond ..read more

My friends continue to ask how IAM, how IAM feeling and I hear myself these past few days saying… actually I feel a lot better! It’s as if IAM being carried and I keep hearing my love say IAM here! I feel more whole than I’ve ever felt. It’s as if my heart, my being, exploded and fell into a new fluffy wholeness. Of course I still have my moments, when I feel the empty churning in my tummy, the lump in my throat, my face screwing up and tears streaming down my face! But they pass by and IAM left knowing I can do this. A couple of my friends I haven’t seen in a while say they can see a change ..read more

Oh what a beautiful Sunday I’ve had with some friends this morning at our weekly #standinthepark for freedom and later meeting up for a delicious lunch at one of my favourite restaurants on the coast. This afternoon my Sunday wouldn’t be the same without my spar time relaxing. AND now it’s time to write todays post! Early this morning I visited Amy’s and Sue’s blogs to read their latest post and they both wrote about the truth! I love it when we inspire each other to think about our truth! It is such an important and beautiful theme, which inspired me tonight to dig up an older post I wrote l ..read more