Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
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Nicole Moncada is an Aspiring writer, Proud Mother of the worlds greatest Son who is Type 1 Diabetic and has Aspergers, Survivor, a bit broken, Working on restoration through prayer and faith. PTSD, Bipolar type 1 Speaker/Educator for Mental Illness.
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
Another day
Is gone~
Melts into history
Of what is you and me….. Others
There is no going back~
Even more another day could be Tomorrow a step forward
Could be filled with sorrow
Or joy and laughter~
Another day
I may see you and you may see me
But life is fragile and one of us could Die, each day people die~
Another day went by slowly or so fast It blurs~
Another day a newborn enters the world and grows onward into another Day~
Another day to reschedule
To procrastinate negotiate ~
Another day to build upon to Strengthen that which you work upon~
Another day could change your life Within an i ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
You’re my Micky to my Malorey
I’m the Bonnie to your Clyde
Jump in the car my love lets ride ride ride,,,,,,,
Going 100 miles an hour with you by my side
Nothing can stop us now
Take what we want
Do or die
Till the end
Humor me my love
Even if you lie
I’d rather not be living
If all I’ll do is cry ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
If Physical Illness was treated like Mental illness, it would be looked at differently ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
loves embrace
Be not hidden
Sounds burst
Color
Heart skip’s
Butterfly’s below
Vivid face
Contours and hands
My mind can’t erase
Lingering, wanting…
Own me
Kindred soul
Essence divided
Scattered feelings
Abstract emotion
Claim my hand
Hold my love
Dance eternally
Endure infinitely ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
Living this way
The heaviness
Distress
Your rejection
Sliced away defense
Tears flow daily
How long
This pain
Pressure
My Lost Love, My Ghost
I live in the shadows with you
I leave my head hung low
I realized you will never know
How much you broke my heart~
Not for reproduction ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
~You point out all the reasons to not be depressed. I see clearly the things you so readily direct my attention to.
What you can not see is for all the positives you see, there are negatives waiting to consume the positives you point out to me.
With brittle faith, and frailty of the mind, the positives you refer to are impossible to find But wait… Hold on a minute, it could be far worse than you have.
Could it now? In this I believe. But often easier spoken than to fully receive.You must change your thoughts, don’t think about these things.
Oh, ok and again I can hear what you say. Bu ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
Disconcerting…..Detached
Colors outside the lines
Blurry…..
This particular emotion is completely lacking…..
Lacking cohesive qualities
It’s unravelling
And the edges keep getting stuck in the door
At its most severe case it’s completely unsettling…..
And it’s weakest
Subtle anxiety
Dry mouth
Like sand mixed with cotton
Anesthetized
Clinical white
In this sterile environment
I’ll await my next dosage
Hands heavy laden
Cracked around the edges
Layered with side effects~
Not for Reproduction ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
Chattering heard whispers distance
Laden thoughts loudly waken
Inner peace completely shaken
grandeur spectacle,grace abound
Wings spread outward a glorious sound
Heaven bound! heaven bound !
But darkness creeps,the hell found
Majestically tathered whilst in flight
Eyes fixed dilated penetrating sight
Your face appears
A subtle grin
scales of justice
Weighs right in
Extending hands seal this fate
Reaching out past hades gate
Mere mortals shutter with defeat
While broken limb doth demons eat
Wishful fate Grasping hold I reach
But you slipped away
Your spirit yielded
I could not look
Your heart ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
And so it was, this day
Unlike the other, I wake to find
The fowl stench of my mind
Stale and putrid
This place is familiar
A swamp of murky water
Thoughts are draped like Spanish moss suffocating an Oak tree
It Takes hold clutching my thriving soul
Pulling me , pressing
Sinking further, downward
Spiraling awkwardly
Falling……faster
Acutely aware of my condition
But gambling with my life
I throw the dice
Lacking all conviction
Unable to achieve the desired outcome
I will awake between this world
Hinged on each realm
by only one dimension
It’s cold, veiny hand
Will caress my brow
While quietly I ..read more
Bipolar Tapestry - Poetic Thoughts | Insight into Bipolar 1 Disorder
2y ago
Don’t claim my beauty as yours~
I share true beauty in moments of Silence~
Windows left open~
Regard left unspoken~
The world at large suffocating~
And choking~
In those moments~
This is my personal fountain~
Calmly waiting without measure~
Don’t claim my beauty~
Disturbed by the static and the smell Of your burnt wires~
RSVP~
In the back corner reserved for one~
I Share my beauty in moments of Silence~
My beauty~
Ssshhh ..read more