What do you guys do, take medicine or do therapy? At my intake, she said the psychiatrists most likely going to put you on medication. submitted by /u/Less_Marionberry3051 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

My life genuinely has no purpose, I’m 13 and been to three therapists, my current one can’t even figure out what’s wrong with me. I eat too much or too little, and I restrict it to criteria. I’m overly emotional but feel nothing at all. I care too much or care too less. My life has went to shit. I have nothing to look forward too and no matter how much people try worm into my brain that they care for me I know they don’t mean it. I’m my parents only child and I’ve failed them, I had one job. ONE FUCKING JOB, and I still blew it. I’m chronically ill, mentally ill, socially anxious, and can do ..read more

I just ruined my relationship of 7 months because I have a very weird relationship with texting. When I was with her I was be the calmness in person, she could do and say anything to me and I'd react calm and collected and understanding (she has mental health problems herself) However I have and have had since I first downloaded WhatsApp a very unhealthy relationship with response time. I explained that to her and we finally hit a stride where she would mostly reliably give me a heads up whenever shed be not on her phone for 2-3 hours. I even had managed to stay cool when she didn't let me kn ..read more

What does it mean when you don't want to get to know anyone because the more you get to know someone, the less you like them and don't want to be around them because you're against what they believe in? I have Borderline personality disorder so I assume maybe it is a trait of that? A lot of people with BPD are afraid of being alone though and I'm over that. And would now rather be alone than deal with other people and the complex and uncomfortable emotions that they make me feel.. submitted by /u/Content-Anxiety-4657 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

Because of how neurodivergent I am, I always felt different to every other humans. My perspective and way of responding to things was different, and it was always struggling to get people to relate to me. Nobody ever understood me, and I believer there is a reason for that. I was battling with illness since birth, and it has gotten so bad at the point that I had lost all human emotions, all of my humanity, making me a mindless numb creature with no free wills. I was never once treated like others, like a human being, because I never was one. Perhaps I never had humanity to begin with, I was b ..read more

Hello- I am a man in my mid-20s, and I am unable to work in small bursts, periods, or sections. More specifically, I am only able to work and be productive if I have a big, unbroken section of time in which to do so. If I find myself with a free hour or so, I'll be literally unable to do any work on anything, even if I have an impending deadline or something. I tend to take 20 or 30 minutes to "shift" into a working mindset. I'll skip lunch breaks to ensure my work time is uninterrupted. If someone barges into my area and talks to me during my work period, I'm all messed up and unable to work ..read more

I miss my kids. I’m only still alive bc I want to deserve and take care of them. I keep trying to get back on track and keep hoping I’ll get better and they’ll forgive me one day. But what if I just spend the rest of my life trying to get better and never end up being a person that deserves to raise them? I can stay on meds keep a home and job and stuff one day but what if I’ve only done the bare minimum and I still push my beliefs on them or show them unhealthy habits etc? My kids are the only thing that make me happy and while I’m excited that I can get them back one day I’m still scared of ..read more

I hate that I don't talk, can't find conversation, can't connect a few words, don't have anything to say, live in awkward hell. I can't take it anymore. I hate that I don't have thoughts, can't think, don't have anything going on in my mind, live in eternal hell. It's soul-crushing. I hate that I can't concentrate, can't take anything in, can't follow conversation, can't follow simple instructions. It's too much. I hate that I've lost myself, my personality, my sense of humour, my quick wit, my intelligence, my creativity. It'll topple anyone. I used to be a lot, stand for something, always h ..read more

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Does anyone have intrusive negative thoughts? I only get them when I’m trying to think positive. Nothing morbid but for example. My intention is to be positive & I say “I will attract money” & immediately in my voice a thought is saying “no you wont” . Like my voice is saying the opposite to me of what I’m trying to think. What is this? submitted by /u/KeyRice6728 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more