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I've always been the "good son". Wasn't a topper but was a lot above average if I put my mind to anything but that was in school and until I dropped out of college. (4 years ago. because of Corona) I used to blame a lot of people and was a lot more angrier. My mom was diagnosed with schizophrenia 3 years after my college when we left our dad and moved to a new city in haste. I still have a lot of PTSD. My mom is now recovering and doing much much better and we live with my dad now. I still get nightmares and sometimes a lot of thoughts usually related to my past in some way. I sometimes even ..read more

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“Hi Google, I wanted to thank you briefly for your search Engine. I’ve been using calculus since age 24 to realize with certainty since age 8 that my mother’s ultrasound triggered synesthesia from birth, and muscle memory of one quintillion colors, causing flashbacks of her uterus until last week. I’m very busy rebranding to concert pianist again. Pardon my appearance the past couple months. I’ve had ultraviolet colorblindness in each individual eye during my mastery of 3D anaglyph traditional drawing. I have been living as humbly as I can while feeling extremely valuable. My father studied R ..read more

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I am 20 F diagnosed with bipolar, my childhood and teenage years (9-16) is extremely blurry to me. I vaguely remember depression I had experienced which started around 10? But I have no recollection of actual memories or significant moments throughout this time. I sometimes even forget about my a**empt. Even the more recent 4 years I start to lose memory of many things that I have experienced (although not as severe as the forgetting before 16y). I actually had no idea or realisation that this was happening to me throughout my life, I thought I have slightly weaker memory when my mom or frien ..read more

OCD can feel like a twisted game sometimes. I've gone two years without symptoms, thinking I had it beat, only to have magical thinking and coincidences trigger it again. During a business deal today, I warned myself that if I went through with it, something awful might happen as a sign I shouldn’t have done it. Despite my fears though, I pushed forward and did the deal. Then, around 3:00 pm, my mom called to say my little brother had fallen and sprained his leg, sending me into a panic I hadn't felt in years. I couldn't shake the feeling that the universe was playing a cruel game with me. An ..read more

Hi! I‘m struggeling a lot with what i call „everyday ptsd“? i‘m pretty sure thats not the correct term and was wondering if anyone has a tip on what it could really be? so for example, today i saw a stork kill a baby duck and even thinking about it again sends me almost into a panic attack. i know this will hunt me for months, these images pop up in my head at random times several times a day and make me cry immediately. i always struggle to process these minor traumatic events and its so exhausting ? i also have bpd/add/depression. the reason im asking if anyone knows if that is an „illness ..read more

This week has been bad it always happens like this. I called in sick and then I feel.guilty and know people will talk because they have before. I missed all week luckily my dr is understanding of my health and wrote me a letter. I'm worried my job won't be understanding and all my coworkers will be mad at me and I'll lose my job. submitted by /u/General-Attitude1112 [visit reddit] [comments ..read more

I spent all morning trying to stay awake but I gave up. I made sure to eat but I went right back to sleep. I forced myself to get up at 4pm and respond back to a family member to assure them I’m fine and just chilling. I am not chilling. I have to force myself to just play a video game. I’m so tired of this. I feel like a failure. How has medication helped you and did it really make things easier?? I’m trying a new one and it hasn’t helped yet. submitted by /u/ughstupid_me [visit reddit] [comments ..read more